Birthday.... 18 le....
Todae is my 18th birthdae... i am beli happy to celebrate with my frens and family... it was a momoriable 1 as i cried last nite, which is actually over some misunderstanding with my fren... i was terribly sad last nite and i cried... haha silly rite, 1+am and i cried lyk a baby... somemore reaches 18 le and still cry... it was a small misunderstanding but i think i might haf make it big... i was too stupid and a bad organiser... actually if ppl plan to go where to celebrate for my bithdae i would go... no matter wad... but it came to be me who is going to organise 1 thus i realli haf no idea wad to do tt dae... this pissed my fren offf...
sorry boon ching... i realli dun mean it de... i noe i haf hurt u... but no matter wad u are still my best fren... i realli hope that u can treat me as urs too, but if u dun, its ok de cuz maybe my character still not suitable to be ur best fren ba... but hopefully that dae will come...
to be frank i haf no energy to celebrate cuz i was too sad le... haha i think as a guy, i was a weak 1... i called my fren and i cry lyk hell... haha... i scared him off... sorry ciliang... pai seh... lol... this is realli an unforgettable birthdae... e 1st tym i feel so sad to celebrate mine... but thank god everything is over... now i still hope that boonching will forgive me...
yesterdae e streaming results were out, and i got into vet science.... 12 of evil 15 went to biomedical science where by all my best friends all went biomedical science... i am going to be a loner le... hopefully e other fren of mine can be e same class as me if not i will opt till we get together... ahaha... i was pretty sad once i noe i get to vet science... pretty regreted somehow... dunno y... think i shld have chosen biomolecular or biomedical... biomolecular for e sake of future, but its not tat vet science haf no future... its juz that i scare i haf no $ to further my studies haha... biomedical wise is of cuz FRENS... lol... i juz hope that i can be wif them... but suan le la... since i got into a course that i chose and lyk, i will go for it and study damn hard, hopefully... lol...
thank god we are still under e same care group...
my birthdae wish is that all evil 15 can stay together forever, as in our mind... haha... then is dad and mum will haf more $ for them to settle all financial probs... and last but not least everybody esp my family and friends can stay healthy forever...
oh ya my dearest doggy baby lee's birthdae is said to be todae oso haha... happy birthdae babyyyyyyy... kiss kiss... haha...
Happy birthdae to me...
You're my everything =D
My dearest friends...
Juz finished reading my best friend in tp and feel lyk blogging now... haha... this thought has been with me since last week but i was too tired to type 1 out... anywae i will get back to e topic... whenever i see my fren is sad, i realli wish i can help... but sometyms maybe he dun feel that i am that secure ba... haha... i was there but he didnt see me... maybe i should make myself more visible to him... i was very sad that no one care for him despite the fact that i do... but i was not here to get some credit out of caring him... he helped me alot, in everything in fact... how can i dun care my fren who is so important to me... but maybe he still think that i m not that good for him... i dun wish to think in tis manner cuz i noe that i will be terribly sad if i think in that wae but i cant stop that thought from bubbling up in my head... he is a real good fren for me, and i realli realli hope that he treat me as 1 too... DUDE, I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU...
this new year was a terribly unlucky 1... i kept losing, and i think when i total up e amt that i have lost, it will be ard $500+ ba... haha... no luck in everything, mahjong, blackjack etc... lol... but thank god that my mum wins... which is more important...
i am having a mixed feeling now... i wonder will i ever successfully get to be wif her anot... haha... her reply seems optimistic for me, lyk wad my fren said, but i was still scare... haha... i think let nature take its own course ba... but i will care for her definitely... she is e one and i have fallen for her...
on e other side, e other best fren of mine in tp (i got 4 juz in case ppl tot that i have a dozen) is now troubled over relationship too.. he falls for a gal, but e gal dun seems to gif her an optimistic reply... how i wish they will be together cuz this fren of mine is a gd guy man... ahah...hopefully he and me can successfully 'wooed' e gal whom we lyk... jia you my fren...
last fridae which is 1 dae b4 new year eve, while i was doing my communication skill project at my fren house, i received a devastating piece of news... my dearest 1 leaving me... she will be leaving me, i suppose, forever... she didnt die( choy choy choy) but we are juz too unfortunate as we cannot be with her anymore... i was stoned at that moment, guess my fren saw it too but i still continue to work on wif e project... but i really feel lyk crying... HER action was fast, another msg came and sae SHE no longer using that hp no... she apologised, but wads e point... SHE brought her awae... wad can i sae? but we haf to put e blame on him too.. too bad... everything was back to square 1...
tml i still have maths tutorial quiz and hpi tutorial quiz but i haf no mood to study actually despite e fact that i am motivated by love... haha... hope this motivation will last... and i will get motivated by her love soon...
You're my everything =D