Trueful?? Pls be...


dont know say dont know,
know say know,
dont say dont know when u know u know,
say know when u really know.

a humble person dont cheat himself,
neither he cheats his frens,
ur humble-ness dont deserve my salute,
but it makes me wanna puke.

u noe who u are,
i noe who u are,
pls be trueful to others,
and i believe u will haf a brighter future.

tts all i can sae to this _____ dont make me deepen my hatred against u k.. thanks... i would lyk to live longer...

A new me... To them...


Yesterday was the day we got back our results, 2 of my best frens, were terribly sad with wad they achieved. And i? Pretty happy and contented but still got abit of regrets. I got a distinction for maths, omg, i was so happy to see that. But when i continue to read at e results, it don't look so optimistic. Haha... but overall i still think that i did pretty well with that amount of effort... any effort invested? not much.. lol...

And my 2 other frens? 1 of them did not bad, to me i think that wae la. but e amount of effort he puts in doesnt deserved that result, and it should be better! same thing goes to my e other fren, he lagi worst... e effort he put in was a vast difference from mine, luck still dun accompany him into the exam hall... i feel very sad for them and i was thinking for words of consolation the whole nite when going out with them, hope they dont do anything foolish...

Past is the past, wad's important is the PRESENT and FUTURE...

Juz continue to do your very best and i believe that u 2 can make it, realli... they are my bestest buddy and i cannot afford to see them feeling so blue.. could heaven juz gif me somemore methods of consolation, to get them out from that depression period... thanks...

Yesterday was another shocking day to my frens, i told them a secret, scary to them and they were damn shock to noe e fact... I juz wanna be trueful to them so i told them that, however, i think i made a wrong decision. I tot, by telling them that, they would think i am trueful enuf and we can become closer... but that was wrong! i think they are so shocked ba, and maybe will be getting awae from me from 2dae onwards.. i realli dun hope that to happen... its all over and its juz a past of mine. e 1 living now is a 2006 hanqun, and i have became wad i am suppose to become... but the same thing lyk i said, if they wanna get awae from me and treat me as a freak, i dont mind... but i will be terribly sad... haha... frankly speaking i realli treasure this frenship and conpanionship of them...

Believe in urself... may luck always be with them... u will be able to make it 1 dae de... jia you!!!

something to add on.... I HATE HYPOCRITE/S...........

Long tym no blog....

Its being weeks from e last posting... haha... i think i too lazy to blog liao... 2dae juz feel lyk blogging, maybe its peer pressure ba... cuz they kept asking me to update... but i juz hope to get something off my chest too.. so blog lor... lol

Weeks after the exam n weeks after i have proposed to her, but she haven give me a reply... i somehow noe wads e reply is going to be, so i din push her for 1. i believe or think that without e reply, i may not think n get hurted so much ba, but that doesn't mean i dun love her anymore... in my heart, she still stay there... sad to sae, i cannot get e 1 i loved to loved me, but life still goes on ba perhaps...

alot of reasons oso kips me from pushing her for a reply, financial... haha... stupid me... i love money than her, some ppl might think tt... haha... my family is under financial stress that even my dog is sick, she cannot go for treatment... who can help me? nobody except heaven... ti gong... i m so jealous when all my fren are so carefree without e nid to wry abt money... y m i having tis type of problem... haha.. maybe its ti gong who wans me to learn from all these experiences ba, to make me think more positively...

i wan N70, so i going to work for it during tis vacation, but i believe i cannot make it ba i guess... haha... mum sae maybe she nids e money, so i will sure gif her, though its pretty unwilling, but i hafta be more sensible n matured, tt i used to be in her eyes... haha... not to tell ppl i m...

l still love her more than anything else, but guess i hafta stick back to reality n surrender... reality wins e battle this tym round... sigh...