Whenever i saw that shirt hanging in the bathroom, my mind still cant get over with it... still as upset... i have to learn how to get over a small thing like this... things realli happened beyond my control...

I have to start studying for my ahdis, if not i will DIE lol... slept whole day and didnt do anything constructive at all... but now i am still so tired... guess i am using sleeping to numb myself...

Good luck to my biomedical science friends who are taking bpharm tomorrow... jia you jia you...

It sounds foolish to cry over a shirt... but now i am so damn sad because my beloved shirt is spoilt due to the fact that it is coloured by other shirt's colour... i wore it once onli during the new year and now its gone... its not the fact that its from topman, neither is because it cost 33 bucks... its juz that i love that shirt alot and now its gone... i need time to recuperate my wound... hopefully it can be salvaged...

Thanks mummy... hope miracle will appear...

Hasnt been sleeping for the pass 21 hours and now my eyes are about to close... haha... todae i took mbio paper... the paper isnt difficult, but i am totally not prepared for it... erm i think i might have messed up and screwed up the paper haha... but i realli have not enough time to finish the paper... the shortening of duration for exam is simply a disaster to me haha... i cant finish some questions on time, moreover i have no extra time to process my thoughts and plan my answers, so i juz simply 'shitted' everything out onto the answer sheet haha... hope the points i wrote will bring me marks lol...

I think i realli played too much during the study week as my home is celebrating new year everyday haha... everyday oso got people visitin my house, but not bad sia, i realli love the ambience... i like 热闹 haha...

Even though i might have screwed up the paper, i still hope that i can get a B out of it... using my coursework, hope it helps haha... its a miracle if i got a B+ haha... lets see how thing goes ba haha...

Had lunch with phuiyuen, chingwei, stacia, wingfatt, boonching and yvonne today at long john silver haha... again, nonsensical conversation sparks the day for us... lol... and i can use facts from mbio and applied it to our conversation lol... its all crap, but i find it amazing AMAZING wei lol... oprah, not again lol... but super funny today... had alot of fun despite the fact that i am super tired haha...

I love country music and its my all time favourite... listening to it will makes me happy... and now my blog song is a country song... there's more to come in future wahahaha... of cuz, people who dont like country songs can simply lower down the volume wahaha...

Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!!! my big head partner wahaha...

I managed to finish topic 3 on mbio onli... and i still left with 3 topics to go... wonder how am i going to make it through this time round... haha... hope everything goes well...

Tonight is a good night to study for my mbio haha... i muz finish the whole of 4 topics by tonite, so tml i can go ah hua gor gor's house and celebrate with ease haha... hope my brain can absorb everything to the fullest...

Mummy is at indonesia now, visiting ah-li jie jie... her condition is getting from bad to worst, and i am super worried now too... heaven gong gong, please bless her and give her the chance to stay alive... please...

Alrights, i shall go study now and watch tv later... jia you hanqun...

I start to worry for my exam haha... cuz i haven start studying at all... everyday my parents' frens will come and plae mahjong... and my attention is always grabbed by them haha.. no.1 reason - i love mahjong lol... i realli have to discipline myself before the effort i've built up during this semester will be demolished by my act of foolishness haha...

Meanwhile my eyes are closing... i think i am too lazy... but i am reali tired oso haha... not enuf sleep everyday... but i needa push myself...

Hanqun... jia you...

Wow... 3 days of new year passed juz like a glimpse of light... super fast... i noe most people might have ended their celebration and life return back to normal haha... but as for me, i am still having my celebration until this sat or sun haha... but my exam is on next mondae and i haven start revising yet lol.. wish me luck... i think i will start tml, or thurs haha... i need strong discipline by my will and determination...

I shall post some pics that i have taken next time... especially the one i took with my brother haha... going to show off how handsome my dearest brother is wahaha...

Won quite alot during these few days... 100+++ haha... not bad huh...

2 tables of mahjong at my house rite now haha... i shall go do my job and serve them... no.1 kopi kia haha... and i need to bath now too, but my eye lids are about to close lol...

OMG... chingwei, boonching, ciliang, alex, doreen, juexiu, kailin, dorothy, joanne and cindy shared and buy me a guitar... i am superrrrr happyyy... and touched too.. its sooooo surprising... and moreover its expensive lor... they buy me a guitar, and also tuner, pick and a guidebook as well... omg they are sooooo thoughtful... i am sooooo happy... thanks alot guys... realli thankew soooooooooooooooo much...

I muz master the skill in playing guitar and so i can plae infront of them haha... jia you hanqun...

Finally, i finished cleaning up my study room... and half my bedroom is done too... the rest has to wait until mummy come back from work... which is around 1.5 hours later haha...

Tml i will wake up in the morning to bath my baby haha... then mahjong from 1-5pm with serene, wenxi and terence haha...

I need to find something to eat now... and also need to rest haha... but i am super duper happy right now...

Thanks alot guys... once again...

Wow super tired now... 2 days and i slept for a pathetic 4 hours onli lol... anyway i will update later if i am not tired haha... meanwhile i needa do spring cleaning le... gotta start soon after bai fen bai...

Haha btw kendrick, justin, yocksiong, leslie, rick and junhong came my house to pk... i won 10 bucks... but so long never see junhong lor... he became damn dark haha... he is having his break from ns haha...

Alritez i shall start my work now... no more delay...

Its already 4am and i juz managed to finished animal reproductive system... i am so worried now haha...

I shouldnt be here by right haha... but i am super stress now... juz wanna relieve abit of my stress by blogging haha... going back to study soon... but i juz scare i cant get those facts in into my puny brain... i need a memory card... lol... but i have to holes to insert.. weiii...

Jia you hanqun... i want to make it through this time round...

I am so tired... but gotta jia you for the last round of challenge posted by mct - term test... i hope i can make it through this time round and try to score as high as possible.. haha... but i think i will go take a nap 1st before i start my revision...

Thursdae will be havin acm, thats more scary than mct lor... sooooo many things to study and i haven start reading the notes on animal reproduction lor... buck up pls hanqun...

Btw mct logbook is due on this fridae, and i managed to finish onli practical 3 and half of practical 4... gotta rush on this coming thursdae liao...

Valentines day tml... hope my dearest single friends can find their true love soon...

Jia you everyone...

Mee sua... my favourite... thanks alot mummy...

Cheese... lol.. act cute even while eating my mee sua...

My birthday cake!!! 19 candles... so fast 19 liao lol...

I love chocolate cake...

Handsome guy going to cut the cake lol...

Cute boy going to cut the cake haha...

Happy birthday!!!

Time to share haha...

Wenxi cutting the cake... but she pai seh to show her beautiful face lol... mai gek gek la haha...

Yummy... my favourite...

I am going to eat...

Mummy and me!!!

Cheese~

Walao terence dont act cute la lol...

Wenxi and me... she dont dare to show her sunshine smile cuz its filled with chocolate lol...

Friends forever... i love you guys...

Juz finished the mee sua mummy cooked for me.. omg its sooooooooo delicious haha... i love it man haha... thanks mummy... and she and daddy gave me one ang pao haha... gum sia gum sia haha... i feel soooo blessed and happy... i dont need anything for my birthday, i juz want love and concern from my dearest family and friends and thats enuf haha... and also food wahaha... and i get all of it now haha... i am soooo happy...

Today at work also very happy haha.. though i am super tired, but i am happy haha... maybe its due to the fact that my bdae is near haha... beatrice gave me an ang pao for my bdae haha.. thanksss... and i went for a lucky draw and i got a box of super ring haha... i love that... i am sooo lucky haha... john little gave me a bdae card with all my colleagues' signatures inside, and one 10 dollars voucher is also enclosed inside haha... thanks JL...

Btw JLPS is closing in the end of may, so i stil dunno where i will be going... 3 outlets to choose... marina square, urban house and chinatown... i think i will choose marina square, and hopefully i can get into the toys department... but maybe i will quit after JLPS close down haha... lets see how thing goes...

Now i anticipate for tml seoul garden with my dearest brothers... too bad alex cant join us sia... nvm i shall eat your share... erm seoul garden is a buffet leh lol... okie lame haha... cya guys tml.. thanks alot for taking the time out for me...

I am going to buy new year stuffs tml too!!! omg i love to go shopping for new year items... haha belly uncle rite lol... but nvm la, i already 19, qualified to be an uncle haha...

Alrites i shall stop here... tml gotta wake up early to go JL and buy lipstick for mummy and adidas perfume for yvonne haha... then i can also go to the nike shop there to look at the shoe... but window shopping onli haha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND BABY LEE~

Today, as usual, missed mct lecture haha... coma again... but i think its due to the fact that i am suffering from insomnia last nite... thanks to my blocked nose... hope later wont have this problem anymore haha... mct lecture went through alot of things, which i din catch it at all haha... i need kind souls to enlighten me haha... paper were given back to our class oso... and i scored belly well haha... 22.5/25.. well done hanqun...

I reached skool at around 9 plus and i went to do my mct project with shawn, cornie and jacinth. finally its done haha... now we juz have to think about the creativity part haha...

After doing the project, i went to meet chingwei they all for lunch... crapping around as usual haha... once we finished our food, i went back to my secondary skool to promote my course and bakery and culinary technology...

Went back to my secondary skool and realise that the environment din change much, except additional basketball courts... saw alot of new teachers as well haha... but my main motive to go back to secondary school is to visit my teachers haha... mdm seah!!! haha... finally saw her... and she asked me to go into the class to tok to the students haha... i crapped through, but somehow regreted for din saying somemore useful stuffs to them haha... nvm hopefully i have the chance again lor haha...

Go back to tp again haha... and go into the lt for mbio at 415, whereby the lecture started at 3 haha... alex spotted me sia despite the fact that the door was 99% closed haha.. great eyesight alex!!!

Guitar was fun todae haha... but i still dunno alot of things haha.. hopefully i have one to practice...

Btw i went to donate blood yesterdae haha... and realised that my blood type is O+, not bad sia cuz now the blood bank is in need of O and B blood group... and i can do my part to help haha... saw tricia and dr lim there too after my donation... both of them look weak sia after donation, esp tricia cuz she fainted... take care ya!!!

Went to cut hair yesterdae with phuiyuen, and boonching and yvonne tagged along too haha... i like my haircut!!! after the haircut we went for dinner and then went to tm to shop... i bot a bermudas... finally i found one more berms that i like haha...

I realised that my ang mor realli cannot make it sia haha... see my blog jiu noe liao haha... anyway tml going to work, and then i not working anymore until march liao haha... btw finally I CAN SIGN IN TO MSN LE hahaha... so happy...

Another 1 day and i will turn 19 haha... happy... i shall post my 19's birthday tots when my birthday come ba haha... meanwhile i gotta sleep le, though i dun feel like but i am too tired le haha...

1) (NEW) 旺福乐团 - 亲一下 清心过好年
2) (NEW) Damien Rice - 9 Crimes
3) (↓1) Corrine Bailey Rae - Put Your Records On
4) (↓3) 绚香 - 三日月
5) (NEW) 江美琪 - 想起
6) (NEW) 戴佩妮 - 不想
7) (↓2) Sarah McLachlan - Fallen
8) (↓5) The Fray - How To Save A Life
9) (↓5) Shania Twain Feat. Mark McGrath - Party For Two
10) (↑5) 萧贺硕 - 我爱你
11) (↓5) 陈绮贞 - 华丽的冒险
12) (↓4) 陈升 - 狗脸的岁月
13) (↓6) Snow Patrol - Run
14) (↓4) Yaida Hitomi - Over The Distance
15) (↓4) 黄立行 - 礼物
16) (↓7) 孙燕姿 - 我不难过
17) (↓5) 张学友 - 忘了哭
18) (↓5) 胡彦斌 - 和尚
19) (↓5) Muse - Starlight
20) (↓2) 伊能静 - 念奴娇

This is my top 20 for this week haha... i would like to strongly recommend the no.1 song, which is from 旺福, omg they are my idol lor haha.. tats the band and artist i love most haha... and this song is not for sale actually.. its meant for download... its actually a new year song, and its soooooooo cute la hahaha... i love it alot alot alot alot haha...

No.2 song is a completely different genre as compared to no.1... it has a very sad rhythm... tat song is from damien rice, from his album '9'.

Corrine Bailey Rae descend 1 places to no.3 this week with her single 'Put Your Records On'. she was nominated several awards in grammy this year and her self-titled album went platinum in US...

After 4 consecutive weeks in no.1, ayaka's 三日月 drops 3 places to no.4 this week.

Rounding up the top 5 is 江美琪's 想起.

1) (-) 绚香 - 三日月
2) (NEW) Corrine Bailey Rae - Put Your Records On
3) (↑6) The Fray - How To Save A Life
4) (-) Shania Twain Feat. Mark McGrath - Party For Two
5) (NEW) Sarah McLachlan - Fallen
6) (-) 陈绮贞 - 华丽的冒险
7) (↓5) Snow Patrol - Run
8) (↓3) 陈升 - 狗脸的岁月
9) (↓2) 孙燕姿 - 我不难过
10) (↓7) Yaida Hitomi - Over The Distance
11) (↓1) 黄立行 - 礼物
12) (↓1) 张学友 - 忘了哭
13) (NEW) 胡彦斌 - 和尚
14) (↓6) Muse - Starlight
15) (↑3) 萧贺硕 - 我爱你
16) (↓4) 杨乃文 女爵
17) (↓1) 萧亚轩 - 表白
18) (↓5) 伊能静 - 念奴娇
19) (↑1) 阿霈乐团 - Flying
20) (↓5) Akon Feat. Eminem - Smack That

This is my top 20 for last week lol.. anywae nobody will bother about my top 20 except myself haha... so i post it for the sake of myself only haha...

This few days was simply a rojak of feelings haha... sometimes happy, sometimes sad haha.. but glad to say 80% of my time is happy... and the rest 20% is i fake out one haha... erm.. is tat a correct term? haha... i am born happy i guess... its super funny and hilarious when i was with jinshun they all haha... cuz i can joke about jinshun and jacinth.. jokes like picogram vs straw... uh huh... u all should noe wad i mean wahahaha... and many many more lol... i can laugh until i can squad in the middle of the pathway lol... thanks to my poor memory i cant write it on my blog lol... i will update those that are coming soon lol... cuz everyday we will have alot of funny stuffs happening lol... all those make my day...

Btw what ruth said made sense... jacinth and jinshun will fight and quarrel in the morning... but during the evening, they will go pasar malam haha... soooooooooo sweet lol... i think in the night, there will be the exposure of straw and picogram... WEI!!! LOL...

Haha as for studies wise i screwed up my acm, mct and ahdis lab test haha.. power rite.. all the lab test i screwed it perfectly well... for acm, the rabbit simple hates me... so i cant actually restraint it well whereby i noe i can do a far much better job... i oso kanna scratched by it... tats so sad... mct wise i can overloaded the haemocytometer haha... pro rite? lol... shaky hands during the changing of medium too lol... as for ahdis, which i took todae, it was crap... we had 3 slides for identification of parasites, but 2 slides are of the same parasite... lame la jomer lol... dunno what he is thinkin sia...

Alrites, dun wanna tok about studies... cuz i noe i got too many upcoming assignments to complete..

Lets tok about something happy haha.. yuda and kendrick came to my house todae to pk haha... super long time since they come to my house le... miss those days sia... but nvm... there shall be more to come haha... plae dai di 1st... long time never play dai di but i think i still can plae quite well haha... won alot initially until an idiot who initiate blackjack haha... that idiot was me haha... lost everything that i won from dai di and eventually lost 6 bucks haha... but yuda worst, 13 lol... so the big winner is... Kendrick the sausage lips...

I realised something recently haha... and it actually proves my hypothesis which i made in year 1 haha... i think this might be a right choice for others haha.. i dun wanna face the reality but i have to... i will gladly accept it of cuz haha... maybe looking it in a positive manner wont make me feel so sad ba haha... it may be retribution... and i will face it with smiles and tears rolling in my eyes...

Its sad to come to this conclusion, but its a good thing that i noe it earlier...

I am happy... Happy, am i?

I cant sign in to msn at all... since yesterday.. i have been pondering why i cant sign in... is it because i run the link that andy's msn has? i think maybe is cuz that's a virus... good joke liao lor... if i hafta reformat my com i think i will cry... its too painful already... but bo pian... i am soooo worried right now... i need help seriously...

Actually i wanna blog my top 20 for this week de... but todae was simply a tragic day for me... all thanks to my com's problem... and... haizz... i am soooooooo tired and sick...

Biotechnology vet science option does not have a module known as mind reading... but i will try to practice it... cuz i think its a need for me...

Anyway tomorrow is a shopping spree for me i guess... i wonder what i will be doing...

My pay is wrong... last month's one... haiz... i am soooooo fed up right now... and expo pay is still not given yet... 5 pathetic months after the expo and now i still din get my pay... i wonder how hr do their things... i am seriously feeling damn fucked up right now... now i can onli wish that they will give me petty cash cuz i need that money for new year...

Am i mad? i was happy yesterday but todae i am seriously feeling unwell in my mood... mood swing? perhaps... but i still think its the environment that drives me to this state...

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day... and i am praying hard that i can sign in my msn... hopefully tml's shopping will make me happy...

Todae, as usual, skipped mct lecture... study at home for mbio practical test... i made this mistake once again... the whole of thursday is free for me and yet i spend it to sleep and sleep and sleep... when will i ever learn my lesson? haiz... i muz try to kick out this bad habit... buck up qun~

Anyway the practical test todae is managable... initially i plan to copy cornie's one cuz she studied, but in the end is i tell her to look carefully at the question and spot the mistakes she made haha... sounds as if i am belly good like that right? not reali... its juz lucky tat i can open my eyes big enough to spot mistakes...

My 1st lesson today is mct lab... now then i realise that we always put some of our lecturers in a state of dimemna... for example Dr Lim... he wanted to give tips for us to study for our test, but in the end he got 'asked' for reasons by his manager... tats sounds so sad right? i hope it wont affect his appraisal much...

Animal health and disease tutorial is filled with cold jokes by yee mon... he win liao lor... haha... but he is such a nice guy... i expect myself to flunk acm badly with a single digit score, but in the end i scored 16/44, though i still failed, but its him who marked until so leniently so i can get a score like this... he still say to me that i wont get so low which i expect it to be haha... thanks alot sia... but he lame with me, saying i should buy a memory card to memorise those context... *snowing lor... i dun have any hole to insert that memory card in.. *hint hint lolll...

Alright, well, this is very logical... wei... i am possessed by Dr Quek once again lol...

After the mbio practical test, i tag along with phuiyuen and stacia to diana's godma's house to play with those pups... yay another time to see diana drive haha.. she drived alex to his tuition place 1st, then we all go and have dinner... but on the way there is soooooooo scary and hilarious haha... was joking throughout... but we took a long time figuring out directions... diana is super good lor... she is not a reckless driver and she can concentrate well and remain calm when situations require her to... i believe stacia cannot be a driver, cuz she is sooooo gan jiong one lor haha.. gan jiong spider sia... haha jkjk... anyway i have to sincerely apologise to boonching for pang seh-ing him for guitar lessons... sorry~~~

Sian sia tomorrow gotta work... nevermind la, saving for retirement... btw payday is coming!!!

I lived a happy day todae... and hopefully tml will be a better one haha... am i greedy? haha... i guess i am...

Daddy and mummy juz came back from their dinner... and as usual, daddy came back and play the role of a drunkard well wahaha... weiii lol... he is slightly drunk... nvm la, let him enjoy himself since he worked so hard... he said alot of things... saying that at this age he still cant have a good life... and he say that when the day i become successful, he wont be living to share the joy of success with me all these... i noe he is drunk, but people always say drunk people will sae things from the bottom of their heart... i will become successful de papa... and i will let u enjoy the rest of your life... i promise i will try my best... mummy and papa juz have to worry whether i will die anot haha... as long as i am alive i will take care of you 2... we will walk towards a better tomorrow :D

So tired liao, but i will watch abit more tv then go sleep haha... haven study mbio yet, so tml then jia you on it lor haha...

Dun live in despair dude... everybody that is born in this world will always live with hopes... whenever one is hopeless, there is still another... giving up one hope and wanna give up your life is a completely foolish thing... figure out this yourself... hope you will understand...