Thursday, May 31, 2007 3:41:00 PM
Disappointment = Drive to work harder
Yesterday wasnt the good day for me until nite haha... the whole afternoon i was super restless and abit disappointed... i believe i am not a good message conveyer, or i dont haf the importance to be listened... but well, i did whatever i am supposed to and still, people might not want to give it an acknowledgement... its alrite... i just feel that helping out isnt a good thing cuz 1stly, there are people who just dont give u the appreciation, and secondly, when u did the wrong thing, all of them will just shoot u down.. so sometime i was wondering whats the point of doing it.. friends just keep me going, but i wonder how long can i stand strong hahahah...Got back my bpharm today.. 15/28 was a pathetic score for a person who studied.. felt super sad and disappointed initially.. but once i sort out my thought, i arrived to this conclusion:Disappointment = Drive to work harderThats what i am thinking now, and i will work harder... i dont wanto disappoint myself again and again haha...At night, i was having my dinner and watching tv... kanghwee called me! lolll.. asking for mahjong haha... i was so damn excited and happy la hahah... and we meet at terence house for mahjong at 830 lol... thats the best man lolll... all my stress are relieved lol...Alrite i got a couple of things to complete by today, but i am falling sick soon... yesterdae was just the onset.. during CSAS, i zao xia-ed when i raised my voice haha... and while playing mahjong, i was couging like nobody's business haha... and now, i cant tok loll... gotta drink alot of water liao...Cheer up hanqun:D
You're my everything =D
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 12:14:00 AM
-_-lll
Today is simply a day of time wastage lolll... but still manage to do alot of important things though... however, my lesson today starts at 9, and i woke up at 9! lolll... all thanks to cheng chong cuz he called me to ask for brandon or ruth's no. lol... if not i wont wake up one lor haha...Pia cab of cuz haha... no time to wait...So here's a list of places i went today...- School- Tampines mall popular- School- Hougang mall popular- HomeAll thanks to ms chew la... i am super pissed when she push all the blame on me... what the fuck is that? u asked me to wait for u until 4, yes, i waited... then? juz because i am 20 minutes late then u grumbled so much of shit for what? i waited for u for a pathetic 4 hours and i didnt even say a thing... it seems that i always kanna blamed by her... for the sake of my class i oso kanna... for myself i oso... really felt super pissed...Forget it then.. i just wanna do well in all my subjects...Tml is another long day... and i will be getting back my bpharm and last quizzes if not wrong.. hope the results wont be disastrous...Received my fairprice plus card today haha.. its a debit card haha... i am going to figure out how to use it... but i plan to use this ocbc account to save for future needs...Starhub sent mum a 350 bucks voucher... in order to use it, mum has to sign up a mobile plan and renew my maxonline... both for another 2 years... well its a great deal as once mum signed up for the mobile plan, she becomes a hubber and can enjoy more priviledges... and they will also give mum one more phone as free gift.. but its not a fantastic one la hahha... but i get to use that 350 dollars voucher... and i am so tempted to buy N95 lolll...
You're my everything =D
Tuesday, May 29, 2007 1:38:00 AM
Gotta work hard...
Just finished editing my CSAS resume and cover letter... and i hope it will be alrite lol...
Went to robinsons today to buy a new pair of shoe haha... its been a long time since i buy shoes le... so happy haha...
Tml having school from 9-12... LAST lab... heard that we are handling rats this time round... sian.. i expect more bites and more bleeding... kind of scare since a tiny mice's bite can be so pain... Tml onwards i need to start my revision le... and finish whatever undone assignments, but the pressing one is csas only, which had to be handed in on wednesday and i have already finished it... hope tml after Ms Chew reviewed it and there is no major problems haha...So tired... going to sleep soon lol... but just feel super worried about my dad's condition... it doesnt seems better yet... and mum is so worried too.. i am scare that she will collapse too... Baby lee too... my poor baby lee is scratching all over again... haiz... and her poor elbow has left permenant scars and disfigurement... i am sorry baby... help u pom pom tml okie...Alrites please enjoy this song in my blog haha... its super nice... i am going to think for chinese lyrics for it... but meanwhile, i going to shit 1st before it can be uploaded to my blog haha...
You're my everything =D
Sunday, May 27, 2007 1:08:00 AM
Shagged...
Today realli sibei sian lol... i went to work in the morning, and they say i came the wrong shift.. diaoz... auntie jane plan wrongly i supposed.. but well, wat done is done... and worst thing is, i need to work full... but heng i came morning, auntie janet mc, then whole store onli manager seowleng, and supervisor normalah.. if i never come they will die lolll...Nvm, time passed pretty fast today haha... and tml i can claim my ro and go back at 1pm... going to robinsons to shop haha... heard that nike and adidas are on sale... going to take a look at it haha...Bendy came and have dinner with me today... dont worry bro, i will always be there to back you up no matter what difficulties... take care...Today is kehan's last day... wah lao so envious lor... how i wish it was mine too.. realli cannot tahan those freaks there... 3 more months... Counting down my days...
You're my everything =D
Saturday, May 26, 2007 1:23:00 AM
Condusive environment for study is finally done...
Well i finally finished packing both of my rooms lol.. and now my study room is clean, tidy and makes it a really condusive environment to study haha... gotta study hard for the upcoming term test cuz i got 2 days with 2 papers on that day, and those papers are tough! lol... hope i can make it... jia you to me haha...Tml working B morning... and its the last day for kehan... feels so happy for him to leave this place of disaster... but the pay is simply too good le la lolll... my turn soon... 3 months should be fast lol... bear with it... haha...Alrites gotta plan out what i am going to do le cuz i somehow kanna bombarded with assignments now haha... systematic~ lolll...I have so many nice songs to share, but i can onli put one in my blog lol... but well i doubt anyone would enjoy the song of my taste hahaha...Went diana's house to plae with those doggies haha... its simply too cute liao la... hazel! haha... but i still need time to noe all of their RESPECTIVE names lolll... all of those cuties grew so fast... jeep jeep is so fat lolll... but i like co co and hazel... because both are nutz WEI lolll... coconut and hazelnut lol... Life is simply a game of choices... left or right? up or down? this or that? yes or no? do or dont? and many other more... dilenma is always there... but well, misunderstandings are inevitable, and i am already used to it haha... Alrites... off i go to listen to my songs haha...
You're my everything =D
Thursday, May 24, 2007 10:09:00 PM
The weakness of life...
Jerry is the mice for me and sandy... it is adorable and active... but he has left us for heaven... i really thank you for the sacrifice... i am really sorry too... i knew this day will come sooner or later, but i just din expect it to be today...
We did collection of blood from the eye and heart... and also subcutaneous and intraperitoneal injection... my jerry simply passed out once the collection of blood from his eyes... and off he went to heaven...
I cried... and in fact most of us cried... i realli cannot stand that sadness... i took the life away... the poor life...
It just simply show the weakness site of me... and of cuz i admit that i am a crybaby haha... i believe i am not up to become a vet... both my quality and emotions... but i will still do my best in future... it just simply gives me the energy for me to move on... i will not let you down jerry... thanks for the precious blood you have given to me... i will not waste it...
One more thing to add on... a bird that some students took to Dr Jomer, was killed by nightcrawler and felix... i was like stunted when i saw it... its damn sad and angry... i just feel like giving both the cats one big tight slap... but what done is done... may the bird and the rest of the mouse rest in peace...
I just need time to calm down...
You're my everything =D
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 10:15:00 PM
Starting to feel the stress...
Din spend my whole day sleeping today cuz i have alot of things to finished... did my LAST research until 3am last nite, but its still a bad piece of work done... i tried my best though...CSAS wise i tried, but my english cannotS make it though... din noe how to do most of the exercises... just anyhow do... heng my resume is done and cover letter has little to amend...LAST quiz tml and now i haven read a single thing.. and my eyes are closing anytime haha... so tired lolll... *yawnsWon soccer today haha... anyhow buy, anyhow win lolll... just got the urge to buy today, so i just buy lor lol... and heng i won hahahahah...Gotta save the money i won, but i just got the cravings for seoul garden lolll...
You're my everything =D
Monday, May 21, 2007 10:31:00 PM
Gotta push myself...
Had AHDis 2 tutorial quiz and bpharm quiz today haha... AHDis 2 is a goner straight haha... wanto to revise but forget to bring notes lolll... Good joke haha...As for bpharm wise, its a simple paper... realli its super easy.. but i just cant get any addition mark to get a B+ i suppose haha... praying hard that i will get a B haha... gotta buck up...Oh well things dont go smoothly for me during these few days... so many things happened haha... i shall talk about it in sequence...Sun : din go to work cuz gotta stay at home to take care of dad... i messaged auntie jane to inform duty manager... cuz i am not sure who in charge in the morning... auntie jane already workin in the morning, so i am not afraid or worried that morning nobody to cover... and soon after i messaged, my manager, kamal called me and give me a thrashing...Kamal: Why you never come to work?Me: I have to take care of my dad today, i messaged auntie jane already.Kamal: Why u never sae earlier? dont think that i am easy going then you all can take me for granted.Me: I am not those people whom u are refering to, and as if i noe my dad would be sick like that... if i noe i still tell you at this time... this is realli unfair to me you noe anot... i am not like those person you are refering to and you just scold me like them... what is this? not as if morning nobody working... i already come last week when i am sick then now you still say this type of thing?After i scolded him, his attitude changed, 360 degree changed... i hate people dont use their brain but asshole to think... i dont care whether you are a manager or who, i will just scold if you are the one raising your voice at me whereby i am not wrong... i just cant stand working in john little anymore, seriously... out of the 2 years there i never felt this way before... guess the enviroment really sucks bad nowadays... i still got 3 months to persevere through... please let me have my peaceful days during these 3 months...Then as for today... went to collect CSAS exercise and all... and guess what ms chew said...Ms Chew: I was looking for you the whole day during friday and i cant find you... i even went up to the lab and find you all...Me: I had lesson since 8 to 340pm... after my lesson i came to find you and you were not around...Then she gave stupid face... I suppose sure alot people grumble that why i give out the notes and all at this time... but well, i hope people can put themselve into my smelly shoe haha... i did what i am supposed to le... haiz... i am not the one volunteering to do all these, its juz that its good to help others... but well, its kind of sad whereby so many misunderstandings but people might not understand the reasons behind it haha... especially my own teacher... pretty disappointed though... i expect another series of thrashing again during wednesday... i still have a few sets of notes for CSAS, and i am not sure whether those are the extras or people simply didnt take... i made my announcement loud and clear but i guess there might still be lost sheeps all around haha... guess i did a very bad job in all these... maybe i shall just wash my hands out from these...So demoralised... i think that i am a good worker in john little... and what i got is this type of shit haha... its kind of sad isnt it? people dont appreciate what you did, they onli see the front and being stereotypic... but i still not those type of people that always care for myself and being selfish one... Nevermind, tml will be a new day... but meanwhile i got a list of things to complete before i am going to spend the whole day reading for my LAST quiz haha... - CSAS cover letting 2nd draft- CSAS editing exercise- CSAS job fit- LAST researchAll these must be done by tonight haha... gotta push myself through cuz i just slept 2 hours onli haha...I need to save for baby's medical fee once again haha... gotta be thrifty as well lol...
You're my everything =D
3:07:00 AM
This is not the time lol...
Well i shouldnt be here at this time now haha... but i doubt i am going to sleep cuz i still left with topic 3.1 to 3.4 of pharmacokinetics haha... gotta study later once my milo is ready wahaha... Tml AHDis 2 tutorial quiz is sure a goner for me cuz i still dunno what the notes are saying haha... but well, if i got the time later, i will read through once again haha...I have so much to say right now, but as i am typing, my eyes are closing haha... so i cannot afford to talk so much right now... this is not the time... i will talk more tml... Alritez i shall make my milo now with biscuits haha.. yum yum...
You're my everything =D
Friday, May 18, 2007 10:57:00 PM
Wonderful day...
Well today is the day that i looked forward to haha... cuz there is apel! and i can get to see my dearest E15 again lol... though i get to see them around in school, but the frequency is becoming lower and lower and some of them are going for attachment soon... the biomed ppl... super sad la... finally i can get to board the same bus with ciliang and chingwei today... for the 1st time after 4 weeks in school lolll... well i will definitely miss them once they go for their attachment, especially my ENERG_Y... though they always go pub and clubbing without me T_T lolll... but i will love them forever, erm they sounds sooo... but they are my best buddies... now i so look forward for term break cuz all of us will get a chance to get together... but before that, i wishes them all the best because it seems like all of them are struggling like mad... projects and more projects, together with reports and presentations... i can see people that seldom online, or often appear offline starting to float up to the surface in msn LOLLL... and yes, its u phuiyuen WAHAHA...Jia you guys~! you all can make it de... dont so stressed up okie:D dorothy, no more peng san k... lol...Yesterday i went to the zoo... well its fun when u hang out with people whom u are closed with... but we got caught in the rain when we were strolling around during our free and easy time, making us late for our lab lesson lol... heng diana got car... thanks alot diana... u are like our mum LOLLL... But well, today isnt a good day to upload the pics, once i got the time i will upload all de...Today kanna bitten by a mice during LAST lol... i believe its because the mice is still super stressed up and not used to the restrainer, thats why it bite out of fear... heng i was the one to start the restraint 1st, cuz its better for me to kanna bitten than sandy kanna haha... and once the mice bite me, blood gushes out lolll... as if the tap is open loll... frankly speaking its super pain haha... but well, we gotta get used to it... did gavaging and ear notching... pretty sad for the tiny mice.. kanna all these thing... me and sandy named it as jerry haha... and its no.5 lol... sorry jerry, we need to do alot of things again on you next time... bear with it k... And well, bpharm today was a goner lol... the lab is simply too difficult.. plus i am so tired that i appeared to be dysfunctional during the whole lab session lol... so i did my stuffs so slowing that not surprisingly, i ended up being the last one to hand in lol.. and i noe how to do actually, but just din put into practice... haiz... low self-esteem that causes it again... should have voiced out and do it straight, and not just feel scare and not trying it... jacinth and shawn thought of it after that, but its too late... i should haf said earlier sia, so all of us got the time to salvage the disaster we all made lolll...Anyway, what done is done, i believe there are more challenges to come... gotta plan my time well and study liao cuz bpharm quiz is on monday and LAST quiz is on wednesday... jia you too hanqun lolll... and oso my Wet science people...Now i gotta pack my room liao, though its super late... cuz i haf no time to pack it actually, since i am free now haha... i need a clean and tidy room before i got the mood to study haha...
You're my everything =D
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 11:13:00 PM
Off to zoo~!
Omg now i am super excited haha... cuz tml i will be going to zoo haha.. gotta remember to take loads of pics lolll... however, we cant stay there for the whole day because for my class, we still got lesson to attend in the afternoon, so gotta come back to school to attend haha.. bo pian... we cant always ask Dr Jomer to change the timeslot... he himself is coming back with us... But well, dont worry.. i am going to ask HR and borrow the zoo pass haha... so that i can ask they all to go during the term break... however i can onli bring 3 more ppl including me haha... but at least we can split the cost if more ppl going ma haha... gotta plan this out...Need to wake up early tomorrow haha... super early.. but i am super excited haha... plan to buy hotdog bun before i go school haha... i wanto eat my hotdog bun hahaha... Today got back my MCT log book lol... its the subject i took last sem lolll... and now i got it back haha... paul ask us to keep properly cuz maybe we will need it nix time haha... its graded haha... and i got one outstanding score, 90/100 lolll... thats totally out of my expectation... i copy paste everything in and i can score sooooo high... maybe as what shawn has said, he mark according to names... cuz he say cornie and i cute lolll... so both of us got fantastic score for it... but i believe cornie and i got the ability de lol... not onli that we are cute... we are not like other people who are not cute, but act until we cannot stand it lolll... its totally out of the acceptable range and it hits the trigger of our vomiting response lolll... all of us puke bad wahaha... but well, what done is done... we can only look forward this sem haha... jia you then...Gotta study for bpharm and last le cuz nix week got quizzes for it... both subject i am super lost, so gotta spend the time i have to study and not playing liao lolll...
You're my everything =D
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 10:24:00 PM
Tired, but gotta persevere...
Walao now i am super sleepy lol... but i haven finish revising my AHDis 2... gotta persevere till then end lol...Well Yee Mon never fails to make me surprised... how he reply email is classic lolll... i was laughing my way throughout when i see the email he replied me...Btw there is AHDis 2 practical this thursday, so remember to bring lab coat along... despite the fact that i am going to the zoo lol... well free pass for whole day in the zoo doesnt work out for TF05, cuz we need to go back to the school for lab lol... but well, i am so excited to go... nevertheless, i will pray hard that shawn can go too... *cross finger...Alritez, gotta get back to study mode liao... though my sleepy spells are starting to work on me, guess i need a cup of tea, especially green tea...
You're my everything =D
3:55:00 PM
Flu's catching me up..
I cannot let the flu catch me...
I am going to run faster...
Which means i am going to rest lolll...
So its nap time...
You're my everything =D
12:00:00 AM
Sick and tired...
Well i am so tired until i kanna bad headache and slight fever today.. then again, cant go to school for quiz today... AHDis 2 quiz... gotta stress again and study liao cuz i dont wanna do bad for this 1st quiz... I still haven rest enough, so i gonna sleep soon and sleep like nobody's business haha... then i am going to chiong studies liao lol...I shall not get any clues from my fren this time round cuz i wanna see where i stand haha... Today i went polyclinic to see doctor... its damn cheap but hafta wait for a very long time haha... heard someone quarrel with another one lol... somemore the one kp-ing claimed that he juz came back from mental hospital lolll... but well thats none of my business haha... I asked the doctor about my hair too, and he juz simply refer me to the national skin centre... so i hope i can get a cure there... my appointment date will be on the 18th june... Today after my consultation, i went to 4D shop and help mum to buy toto and help kehan to claim the money he won, but i just got the urge to bet on something *dont learn huh lol...* so i juz see the S League and buy the woodlands vs korean reds... this is my 1st time buying s league and i have no idea what these 2 teams are haha... so i anyhow buy 4 goals lor lol... and i WON wahaha... going to claim my money tml lol...List of things i am going to do tml...- Study AHDis 2- Study bpharm- Study LAST- Claim my winning ticket- Pay hp billsWell i am super hungry now... going to grab a bite and sleep liao lol..
You're my everything =D
Saturday, May 12, 2007 12:14:00 AM
Problematic...
Problems, problems and more problems... when can everything be solved? i am seriously tired... baby is scratching once and again and dad's condition deteriorates... i am so tired and mum is devastated by the stress and tireness... i seriously need help from the heaven, and i know that heaven already helped us alot and make us pull through until we reached today... I am so troubled...But now i wanna sleep... its simply too tiring for me...
You're my everything =D
Thursday, May 10, 2007 10:53:00 PM
Spiderman 3 was great!!!
Went to watch spiderman 3 with phuiyuen just now haha... its a great movie lolll... py and i were like joking about some of the scenes, and she cant stand peter's emo hair haha... i find it alrite though, but we still prefer the smart looking him lol... mary jane is pretty and harry is super handsome lol... and what he did for peter is so touching lol...
However, great movie like this is disrupted by inconsiderate people... phone rang with elva's old song... win liao lor... but whats worst is there is one china lady... her phone rang, and she still pick it up and TALK LOUDLY... like what the hell la! py was like $&^%(&%#$ and me too lolll... this is not the 'climax', she still talk with her fren loudly.. what the f**k is that?! i am not being national-discrimination, and no offense here, but what she did was unbearable and irritating... i believe they dont understand what spiderman is showing la, so they talk and talk and talk... i realli cannot tahan this type of inconsiderate and crappy people...
Lesson ended at 1230 today... and all of us went mensa to eat... after that, me and shawn went library to rest.. he has to wait until 630 for his water polo training and i gotta wait for py to finish her lesson... initially her lesson should end at 4, so i waited from 130 to ard 330, then she msg me her lesson is going to end at 6pm.. omg lolll... but since i already waited, so continue to wait lor wahaha... i was sleeping for the 1st 1.5 hours... and its damn hot in the library la... maybe the place i sit is not correct lol... thank god got shawn to accompany me lor, if not i will die of boredom lol... thanks alot shawn...
All this waiting is worth it cuz spiderman 3 is a great movie lolll...
Alritez, hungry liao... going to have my dinner wahaha...
You're my everything =D
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 11:21:00 PM
An analogy. How maglinant tumour spread?
Well, its not logical to talk about molecular biology right now haha... juz going to share what i have experienced today haha...Have you ever wonder how people malign others? well its like how malignant tumour or cancer cells spread... there will always be a source, and this source, which in fact is a super unreliable one, will spread like malignant tumour or cancer cells as they have the ability to metastasize... and eventually, these malignant cells will reach the target organ/s and 'malign' it...How malignant cells spread? or how normal cells become malignant? or cuz there are alot of ways or modes haha... one of the prominent one is virus... virus has the ability to induce mutations and eventually turns a normal cell to become malignant... this malignant cell will go and affect target organ or organs haha... wow that sounds chim for those people who never take molecular biology right? haha... i will tell you about how this analogy works...I am the target organ, and together with my fellow frens, we are the target organs lol... and people who come and malign me and confront me is actually a normal cell that turns malignant... and how this person turns and come and accuse and malign me? its through the mutation and influenced by virus, and these viruses are the one talking non-sensical stuffs and put words into my mouth so as to induce a normal cell to turn malignant haha... get the idea? if dont understand feel free to ask me haha...Rumours realli spread like malignant cells haha... they have all the ability to metastasize and harm others haha... i am one of the unfortunate one that is harmed haha...I was just doing my work and was about to write down points that i have asked Dr Chan about the lecture... and wow... a classmate of mine came and confront me haha... frankly speaking i wanna put ur name down... however, out of respect, though you din give me any, i will still keep ur name as anonymous haha... my cliques will noe of cuz haha... and its obvious anyway.. How would the hell I know that you have 5 boyfrens? loll... and why would i bother to be the malignant cells spreading this type of nonsensical stuffs haha... i wont do things that are of no sense, like what you did to me today... and thanks for threatening me ya... i believe whatever you said is captured into our brain... what a photographic memory all of us have had... and what you say will forever instill in our mind and it can be great evidence when things blow up though... should you do anything to me or my fellow frens, be prepared to get locked up and spend ur youthful life in jail... i am serious... get your mind, or source clear before u point your finger towards an innocent soul... i believe you wont want that happen to you either, am i rite? Of cuz... there are still people saying that i can scold this someone bitch for one month... wow what a mouthful of bitch or bitches i had haha... and do i have to waste my breath on things that i am not involved in? obviously not... a laid-back person like me doesnt need to waste my energy for scolding you bitch for one whole month... unless you are guilty conscious... i believe the module you took in exaggerating sure score a distinction out of it... study hard for other subjects too okie? exaggerating module doesnt increase your GPA...I noe i might be notorious to some of the groups in vet science... there bound to be people who dont like me haha... nobody is perfect i guess... but i dont mind... i got the love from my dearest frens and this warmth is enough to drown all the sarcasm and hatred by you guys... haha...Nevertheless, i am not angry at all, just find things abit ridiculous haha...I am super happy today though... but due to some other things except this haha...
You're my everything =D
Monday, May 07, 2007 8:20:00 PM
Absolutely retarded!!!
Well todae i am like a retarded moron who walks around the school with 2 different slippers wahaha... but there is a reason behind it de loll... todae when i went out from my house, i am wearing the correct pair of slippers, both black... but in the lift, i realised that i forget to bring along the microbiology textbook that i promised jeremy, so i went back home to get it... after getting it, i juz wear the slippers, without checking, and then off to school haha...
While in the bus 27 with alex, i feel quite wierd cuz the feeling i have for both my feet is abit different, so i took a glance on my feet... OMG, I WORE 2 DIFFERENT SLIPPERS lolll... heng the whole bus were like damn packed and din realised *i guess lolll...
But well, its too late since i am already in the bus haha... gotta make a joke out of it myself cuz its better than people who realised it and make fun of it lol... but still, i took alot of photos to remember this day... i will never forget wahaha...
At the concourse haha waiting for lesson...
Angelynn pointed shoe (cannot use for interview hor) and my retard action...
Inside the classroom haha...
Inside the cargo lift...
Introducing the latest fashion sense of all... wearing a totally different pair of slippers lolll...
Hope the retarded action of mine todae can help people to relieve their stress lolll...You're my everything =D
Sunday, May 06, 2007 10:34:00 PM
Worried and more worries...
My hair is dropping like nobody's business... i am super worried... but what can i do? no money to see doctor for treatment... maybe i will be bald soon... so worrying... Hair is dropping as if there is no tomorrow,what can I do to salvage and cure?Well i am going to be busy soon haha... although this few days i am practically slacking throughout, i still feel that i dont have enough rest... gotta plan my time well... but one thing i have to scold myself is, i hasnt been revising my work yet... wow that dont sounds like hanqun rite? lol... i needa reWise my work liao cuz i wanna get a decent gpa so that it can increase my chance of going to NTU haha... Saw my new boss yesterday lol... his name is kamal.. a nice guy haha... i am so lucky lol... but supervisor is that annoying normalah, but nvm, i believe i can get used to it and dont let her harm anyone of us haha... somemore i am leaving in august or early september haha.. but gotta ask ms chew how to write a resignation letter lolll... Alritez i gotta reWise my ahdis 2 later cuz i scare tml got tutorial quiz haha...Hope i can win later lolll.. cuz i am buying 2 goals for the match of arsenal vs chelsea lol... yesterdae lost 5 bucks so i hope todae can win back haha... good luck to me and kehan...
You're my everything =D
Saturday, May 05, 2007 12:09:00 AM
How am i?...
Well these few days i have been thinking how am i as a fren, a son, a buddy, a senior, and many other roles i am in others' life... its hard to do well in each and every single role, or even if so much u did, others might not appreciate lol... but nevertheless, i will still try my best... but one thing i can confirm 100% is, i am a bad son haha... Come to think of it, i hope, and i do realli hope that lightning can juz strike me and let me go to hell haha... the myth of saying unfilial son will be striked by lightning as a punishment, and i am still waiting lol.. cuz ending my miserable life can do good to loads of people lol...However, since i am not dead yet, i will still continue to play my role, be it people thinking that its annoying haha... but if there are people stopped me, i will 'stop my service' and not going for the extra mile lol.. i thought of something todae, which is i am going to set up my own store, and mind my own business lol... i myself do hope people can appreciate my effort whenever i help them haha... its kind of fake for saying i dont hope for anything in return... but true indeed i dont hope for any materialistic returns but a word of thanks and thats it... well, things dont go the way u wish or plan it to be... there bound to be rebounds lolll... and i still hope that i can be appreciated, but well, wake up hanqun lolll.. this isnt the fairytale u read when u were young... wake up the idea and get going lol... Nevertheless, one bad example doesnt mean that i am going to be stereotype... i am not those stereotypical person i guess haha.. i will still continue to go for the extra mile lol... of cuz i dont hope for a gems card in return lol.. but i do hope that my frens they will noe i am always there haha... some people might think i might as well dont be there, well, i will still leave my presence and my foot steps there lol... however, it does annoyed the person lol... so i was wondering should i continue, or should i juz let it be... well thats not a decision making time, i still feel that i should continue lol... though i got a new store to look after, cuz i need to mind my own business lolll...I think i dont talk about this thing here, cuz even i myself feels super sad while talking lol... i shall say what i did todae lol... 8-9am, apel... wow thats the only lesson i have for the day... and after that, i am like a soul wandering aimlessly lolll... but heng got diana, stacia, rahrah, mathilda, cindy, jacilyn and joanne, ah peck they all lol.. it was realli very fun lol.. i am going to read lorencia's blog and see stacia's classic expression, it is damn hilarious and i cant stop laughing lolll... Wow tml i will get to see alot of new faces loll... and i am all prepared for it... jia you then...
You're my everything =D
Thursday, May 03, 2007 10:22:00 PM
Recent updates lolll...
Wow it seems that its been a long time since i updated a so-called normal post lol.. previous posts were either i am too tired, or crap using the crappy lyrics written by me lol... but well, here's a long post of my recent activities and thoughts and feelings...
27/o4
Movie night!!! lol.. we watched accepted... what can i sae about the movie except hilarious, meaningful and crappy? lolll... its was a superd one... i was shocked that TP can broadcast this movie whereby vulgarities and crude remarks were embedded everywhere in the dialouge lol... one of the classic line - I BROKE MY PENIS AND THEY SAY THEY ONLY FIX VAGINAS... lol... i was laughing like mad when i heard that... it was true and i totally agree with that line that is used to describe how policy refused to pay... cuz i myself encountered it recently lolll...
After the movie, its the giving out of certs accrediting the effort to the OLs for helping in the orientation... wow it was fun when everyone cheered for each other... and guess what we did afterwards? DANCE! lol... those typical dance as usual, but we wont get sick and tired of it of cuz haha... it was the highlight of the day lol... what more can i say when so many people laughed and enjoyed together...
After the movie night, clement, caiying and me took cab back to rivervale plaza... mcdonald of cuz lol... and we crapped and gossip and bitch until ard 3am.. i was half awake at that time lolll... and moreover, i gotta work the next day lor lol...
01/05
Labour day!!! lol... dauntless, liberty and majestic went out together for lunch and also to celebrate farid's bird-day... we planned to eat at seoul garden, but it was fully booked by the time we went there... so our flexible mind directed us to the Siam's kitchen juz opposite seoul garden haha... the food there were delicious... i shall ask my frens to go again nix time lol...
After that, clement, caiying, adelyn and me, together with BCS freshy(singular cuz onli 1 lolll) jeremy went to kbox together at marina square haha... sang alot of nice songs, but due to my voice, it became disastrous lolll... but we enjoyed alot over there... haha... i sing until i lost my voice lolll...
Well soon after the kbox session, adelyn, clement and jeremy came my house for a mahjong session... wow it broke my record - 4+ hours for juz 1 pok lolll... i won 6 bucks though lol...
Yesterday's lesson was fun lol... csas4 was classic haha... discovered alot of dark secrets and personalities while all of us are doing our personal profile lolll... jacinth is a pedophile and an animal abuser too lol.. and sandy wise... haha... i shall not elaborate here wahahah... it was realli fun lolll... all of us burst into laughers when we heard our dark secrets lolll...
As for today, i overslept lol... so i went in late for surgical and anaesthetic principles lecture... gotta study for it myself le lol... and i had ahdis2 lab today.. wow that was fun... we did fecal analysis and urinanalysis... the most stinky lab session ever lol... but i learnt alot todae...
Wow what a happening days i have had loll... but i really enjoyed alot.. thankew guys... but from today onwards, i needa be thrifty le... i still owe jinshun 12bucks, and chingwei 8bucks... gotta return then back and start saving for the rainy days... i must start to control my splurging actions and prevent further unnecessary spending of money... until i have stabled my living, then i can enjoy my life.. but nevertheless, i still believe that i can enjoy without spending so much money... my dearest friends make my days always... haha...
Well i might be leading a miserable life right now, but i still believe that i can pull it through... i juz feel that way... though sometimes i might be negative, but i tried very hard to show the happy side haha... and i did it! lol... smile and laugh is my trademark definitely lol... and now i muz help my fren to pull it through too haha... gotta jia you lol...
Bearing the burden of a secret storm with the happy-looking mask that i worn...
You're my everything =D
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 1:15:00 AM
头发一直掉 (original track - Elva's 表白)
*我一直很有自信
平常不怕说出口
头发开始掉之后
好像一去不回头
Hair's dropped, as time goes by
My head become so shine
怎么我会变这样
身体不是我的
头发不停地脱落
已经快要秃头
Don't know what happened to me
I just don't feel alright
Never felt this way
Like it's beyond control
不知道 不知道
为什么 一直掉
这下该怎么办了
去北京101
那里会有解药
为什么 为什么
那头发 一直掉
以后该如何是好
去北京101
太迟就完蛋了
Repeat *
Hey sir how ya doing
What's up boy I'm doing good
想要告诉你一件事情
I don't know if I should
没有关系说吧
不要想太多啦
我要让你知道
我的头发一直掉
一直想要问你
怎么样才会好
Wah 怎么这样
你掉得那么多
我有点担心会 out of control
不知道 不知道
我担心治不好
那我就变秃头了
去北京101
但是未必会好
为什么 为什么
我的头 快光了
再这样就没人要
红娘帮你介绍
保证身材很好
红娘给你介绍
脸蛋也会很好
You're my everything =D