Saturday, July 14, 2007 12:08:00 AM

I am tired...

I am tired, both mentally and physically... din go to school today... feels so sian whenever i am on mc... its like i missed so much of the lessons and i need to make up for it...

Stress is building up... piling up like a mountain... both internal and external stress:(

I am so troubled recently... but well i am living each day happily... but i still feel super sian.. smile hanqun:)

However, when i know my fren is happy, i feels super happy for her too haha... i believe she will know we all are happy for her also:)

When will all these ends? or is it they will haunt my life until my end reaches the end? haha... i am always in a battle... no less, but more haha...

Smile and smile... eventually i can cry with smile:)

Well i need to study for so many upcoming quizzes... tml still working, so is sunday... but for the sake of money haha... quitting in 5 weeks time haha... i need my weekends back... its been so long since i can have the weekends staying at home and stone haha... its boring but i simply needs the rest haha... and mahjong... i miss mahjong so much, but just dont get the chance to play... thats so sad... major route of happiness and destress is not in my hands haha...

Once i quit, that every saturday i must sleep and i must listen to this particular song -- 张悬 - 喜欢... its the song that makes me think of the past saturdays during my secondary school... its just the right song to be played during those afternoons haha...

I must remember to tell myself to be happy...


You're my everything =D

Thursday, July 12, 2007 8:48:00 PM

Getting better...

Well i sort of getting better from all those unnecessary hurts... but now gotta pull through this crucial moment... my life is extraordinary:) i simply have so much difficulties to pull through... one by one, step by step, i hope i can finish walking this journey peacefully:)

Thanks to all those people behind me supporting me...

Went for a swim today after skool haha... feels so great and refreshing... when i am alone i tend to think alot, but of cuz positive side is pre-occupying my thoughts la haha.. i am happy everyday, with no sudden nonsense haha... my smile will forever be with me, and i will spread these smiles to everybody around me:)

How to do it? WHEEL OF FORTUNE... SPIN THE WHEEL~ BIG MONEY BIG MONEY *CLAP *CLAP *CLAP~

WAHAHA...

Gotta mug for bpharm later, which is alot... need to do well in all my subjects and no more slacking liao... jia you then...


You're my everything =D

Monday, July 09, 2007 9:09:00 PM

Feeling much better, should be ba:D

Thanks alot to all my friends... i am feeling so much better le haha.. thanks:)

Saturday is the long awaited meeting with wenxi, serene and terence wahaha... we went to Xin Wang Hong Kong cafe to eat and celebrate wenxi's bird dae haha... we worked out well as a team with me being the organiser, serene the executer (not that she executed someone haha, she just carry the plan out) and terence the actor haha...
Waiting for the pics to be uploaded haha...

As usual, we crapped our nite through haha... reached home at 540am and slept at 6... wake up at 8 and off to work i went hahah..

Meet up again at 430pm and off to changi villlage we went haha... had subway there and saw a handsome guy serving us lol... then we go chill and have fun at a 'shop' call bamboo if i am not wrong haha... play card games and we were all laughing like mad wahaha... did alot of daring things and serene ending up been the poor soul lol... cant wait for this coming sat haha...

Pon-ed bpharm today haha.. too tired to stay in school and i need to collect a letter from singapore post... need to do revision le haha... cannot always pon haha...

Went for a jog today too haha... its really been a long time since i last exercised, especially jogging haha... now my legs starts to feel the ache, but i guess with more jogging, i will get used to it de haha...

I seriously got upsetted by a conversation just now... maybe i did something wrong by pouring some sorrows of mine or whining to him... and maybe he is just too tired ba haha... but well i just need time to heal wounds again haha... i guess there isnt much more to say but just need to get used to it... i said before, we are born to get used to things haha...

Even things that i had done, out of good will can be distorted until like that, so what more can i say rite? haha... doing much for my fellow classmates and also for my cliques seems no use anyway haha... wrong msg given to me by the lecturers seems to be at the cost of my carelessness haha... i got pin-pointed and not the lecturers haha... maybe a message conveyers are meant to be the scrapgoats for the wrongs committed by the lecturers haha... or maybe out of good will helping others is a serious mistake haha... that wont stop me from helping out, since my heart is already numb... been hurted so deeply already, so anymore hurtings seems immuned to me wahaha... i am wearing a steel vest soon lol...

I am putting up a tour of wheel of fortune soon haha... contestants are the lecturers wahaha.. hopefully i can entertain my frens and let them enjoy and destress haha...

Need to start studying le haha... cuz wednesday got so many quizzes and graded assignments...


You're my everything =D

Thursday, July 05, 2007 10:39:00 PM

Down...

I am feeling so down now...
But i will try to smile...
Its wrong to show my temper in front of my frens...
I dont want it either...
Feels so useless at times...
Cant stop things that ain suppose to happen...
What can i do?
I tried so hard but it keeps happening...
I feel like crying seriously...
I hate this,
I seriously hate this...
I cant be bothered anymore...
Leaving for good is the last decision ever...


You're my everything =D

12:50:00 AM

Love...


Just went to have supper with daddy and mummy... i seriously love the feelings haha... i am feeling so great when we go out together haha... i enjoyed and cherish every single moment with them... forever and ever:)

Went to prata with rah rah, jacilyn and cindy after school... all i can say is WE WERE CRAZY!!! LOL... i cant stop laughing when i was with them... especially the minna show put up by cindy and the BARBIE GIRL SONG by jacilyn and rah rah... they were mad la, so was i haha... its damn funny and i was laughing like mad there haha... whenever rah rah and jacilyn sing those stupid songs, i cant stop laughing till i feel like rolling on the floor and laugh lolll... this is pure crazy and i am lovin' it haha... i recorded down part of their stupid act, but it was TALENTED... KEEP IT UP BARBIE GIRLS~! LOLLL...


Got back my csas and last paper today... last 2 papers that i got back and i did badly... i know i will do badly for those papers anyway, so i dont feel that disappointed overall haha... but i needa buck up and work harder for the upcoming quizzes... shall not disappoint myself anymore...

Go for it hanqun!

Looking forward to saturday!!! haha...



You're my everything =D

Tuesday, July 03, 2007 6:39:00 PM

Happy moments...

Saturday was a disastrous day at work because there are too many people coming for last minute shopping due to the increment in GST that will take effect on sunday... but despite the fact that i am so busy and tired, i look forward to our outing later at nite at jalan kayu haha... prata-ing with wenxi, serene and terence haha... that makes me soooooo happy lor haha...

We had our prata there and guess what, serene's hand was itchy wahaha... so we suggested mahjong for one pok haha... they came to my house and then we had our mahjong wahaha...

After mahjong, i planned to go bath and sleep cuz i am working morning shift on sunday... a message from terence says they are gossiping downstairs haha... and i chiong down straight away wahaha...

We crapped and talked till about 6+ am.. and i went home to bath and sleep at around 7am... woke up at 815am and go to work haha... super shag cuz sunday nite i am having angela's wedding dinner haha...

I am feeling so happy when i got together with wenxi, serene and terence haha... its just so fun and relaxing... its simple but all of us enjoyed it... and now i looked forward this coming saturday one waahaha... where shall we go nix? lolll...

6 more weeks to the ending of my career in john little.. i deserve a break during weekends i guess... but alot of people dont let me quit haha... seowleng asked me not to quit surprisingly... she is not my manager, and she persuaded my not to give my this job of mine haha... i was so shocked when she say that... i dont feel like quitting is because of the pay here... and she asked me to work during my attachment and see whether i can cope anot, if cant then quit... i am still thinking about it, but 99% i am going to quit lol...

Saw beatrice at angela's wedding dinner... i tot i will be sitting with those promoter aunties, but angela put me in the same table as the managers... beatrice was there of cuz haha... and she asked me not to quit also haha... besides that she asked me to transfer to northpoint and help her... seowleng and beatrice are buey gam de lor haha... if i nv quit and go northpoint, seowleng will sure blow up lol... though i also dont like her that much haha... but well, i already told beatrice that most probably i am quitting haha... but i will go northpoint and become her temp staff when during my holiday haha... and she super funny, asked me not to say so loud cuz she dont want other manager to snatch me away lolll...

Tml i am getting back my LAST and CSAS4 results... thats the 2 papers that i have the least confidence in... hopefully i can score well...

Can saturday please come as soon as possible? i cant wait to meet them haha...


You're my everything =D


Yours truly
HanQun
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