想太多
已经想好如果相遇要说些什么
可是遇见了你之后不敢跟你说
是我太在乎完美
不想知道结果
我没用 没有用
爱情象是一扇永远开不了的门
孤单的我在门前是如此的清冷
谁给我一把钥匙
也许是我白问
想太多 想太多
已经想好如果相遇要说些什么
可是遇见了你之后不敢跟你说
是我太在乎完美
不想知道结果
我没用 没有用
爱情象是一扇永远开不了的门
孤单的我在门前是如此的清冷
谁给我一把钥匙
也许是我白问
想太多 想太多
You're my everything =D
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 11:09:00 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007 10:27:00 PM
Inner thoughts...
I have been thinking of my future recently... my mind has been filled with the urge to study vet course in australia university, however, given my financial condition and my results, i cant get in to any places i want... i am glad that i still have this blog to share with me my sorrows haha... thanks blog...
I really hope i can be a vet... the urge became so much stronger after me working in zoo haha... i was wondering what i can do to become a vet.. or in fact, nothing... unless i strike toto and win at least 300k lor haha... but i cant bear to leave my family too... especially my dog cuz 6 years will make me cant see her forever... well dont think so much ba... i think i cant get into anywhere oso haha... lets see how thing goes ba, as usual haha...
I really wanto work in zoo, as a vet haha... i simply like the place too much le la... but i just can share with my blog cuz i think my frens will get so fed up when me keep on saying how fun my workplace is... thanks blog for sharing my joy as well haha... and baby lee thankew you oso haha...
I have been thinking of my future recently... my mind has been filled with the urge to study vet course in australia university, however, given my financial condition and my results, i cant get in to any places i want... i am glad that i still have this blog to share with me my sorrows haha... thanks blog...
I really hope i can be a vet... the urge became so much stronger after me working in zoo haha... i was wondering what i can do to become a vet.. or in fact, nothing... unless i strike toto and win at least 300k lor haha... but i cant bear to leave my family too... especially my dog cuz 6 years will make me cant see her forever... well dont think so much ba... i think i cant get into anywhere oso haha... lets see how thing goes ba, as usual haha...
I really wanto work in zoo, as a vet haha... i simply like the place too much le la... but i just can share with my blog cuz i think my frens will get so fed up when me keep on saying how fun my workplace is... thanks blog for sharing my joy as well haha... and baby lee thankew you oso haha...
Hopefully my future wont be as dark as the sky haha...
I need someone to talk to~
You're my everything =D
Friday, October 26, 2007 10:08:00 PM
So in love with my workplace~
Oh i am so in love with my workplace... everyday is just the right day for me i guess... especially with Dr Anwar lolll... we can crap all the day lolll... i realli enjoy working... i told dr serena that i am having much fun here and she wants to torture me liao lolll... so funny sia haha...
Something big happened on tuesday wahaha... the whole vet department chase over a cute tiny rat hahahahahaha... dr serena, dr lita and dr anwar + feze n marie n sudin and keepers chasing the small little rat... it was caught and they dont intend to kill it becuz it has a white belly, which is different from other rats lol... so funny la haha... then dr serena though it is tame enough, so we want to anaesthesize it without using the gas chamber but directly through the face mask... little do we know that the rat actually jumped out away from our reach and ran away haha... thank god it din ran out of the treatment room... but it went to the operating theatre wahaha... and it hide inside the old surgical table... omg! faint haha... what do we do? we flipped over the surgical table with the help of a hydrolic lifter and dismantle the surgical table to get that little rat LOL... after we got the rat we still help it to bath and deworm the ectoparasites LOL...
I told dr serena that i should have taken video and post in youtube and she beat me LOL... so funny la the whole process... we took ard 2 hours to anaesthesize one small rat... its realli a great way to end work on tuesday wahaha...
I heard from some or maybe most of my frens counting down the sip, but i actually hope to extend sia haha... i realli love working in zoo haha... its so much fun... as usual, my imitating behaviour from tp is brought over to the zoo, but who initiated it? anwar! lolll... both of us can laugh over the joke within us where no one in the zoo knows lolll... so damn funny haha... you want to... LOL... faint sia haha..
Today i went swimming... then after i come back from swimming, i bring my doggy for a walk... this time round i am trying out letting her go without the leash... omg she followed me and listened to my order haha... i am so surprised how guai she is... one thing sad is that her skin condition still doesnt seems any better... haiz...
Anyway i shall post these pictures in zoo haha... i shall leave somemore inner thoughts to my next entry then...
I love giraffe... especially this one.. it is so friendly haha... but it treats girl better haha... 
This is the rat that created such a big havok wahaha... 
Cute rite? we decided to name it ratatouille haha...
Me and the cute tiny pangolin found in sembawang country club...
I am looking for ticks...
Endoscopy of the sloth bear...
Its so nice looking rite? haha...
The stick insect for breeding... can i bring one home oso? haha...
Baby Lee! haha... she is so adorable...
You're my everything =D
Saturday, October 20, 2007 3:08:00 AM
Tactful communication - key factor to the success of maintaining a friendship
Got enlightened just now ba i guess haha... things that i expect to happen happened as what i had expected... i always believe in a 2 ways communication to straighten out thoughts of different views... it takes 2 hands to clap, though it might sounds common, but how difficult it is to build out this common-ness between all of us?
If communication between a small group happens and not going to share with the whole big group, what is the point to establish a consensus between all of us?
Even if consensus cant be established, at least we know whats going on and how individual thinks and we can actually work on it in future... things that are left hanging over in the mid-air without doing anything doesnt leave a point to carry out... what's left are just the dead bodies of words on the floor... lying dead and cant reach to anyone's ear...
Bringing up things to the whole group and get it discussed is so important... give and take is so difficult... but i always believe it can be done, so i always express what my views are tactfully... what i get in return? ear whisperings between small group and dont wanto share... what do you expect us to know from what ur whisperings are trying to deliver? i realli dont have superb hearing skills... and i cant be bothered to try listening when people dont intend to share the information that is, or ought to be shared...
I simply believe friendship is not vulnerable over tiny things... but it can be when we overlooked the importance of these tiny things... sounds ironic... but it happens, all the time...
Perhaps there are still so much for me to learn... but it seems that each and everyone of us are learning the different syllabus... conclusion drew upon doesnt seems the same... neither are there able to work out together well enough... it simply sounds so sad, isnt it?
You're my everything =D
Saturday, October 13, 2007 11:22:00 PM
我们的爱
词：汉群
曲：Colbie Caillat & Jason Reeves
这个世界纷纷扰扰
有时还真觉得有点吵
不管外界怎么打扰
有你在我身边就好
我爱的拥抱 充满温暖可靠
我在你身边 给你依靠
用我的体温 消除你的疲劳
用我的真诚 永远对你好
有时候我心情很糟
对你吐苦水还有牢骚
你的内心露出微笑
对我说明天会更好
你爱的拥抱 让我被爱围绕
你在我身边 感觉真好
听你的声音 消除我的疲劳
听你说爱我 感觉真妙
我该说什么呢?
一辈子就让我
爱着你...
我们的拥抱 给予彼此依靠
我们拥有 共同心跳
我们的爱情 被爱神照料
将来会开出 爱的花苗
我们在一起不争吵
我们将会白头到老
我们跨越所有阻挠
往后日子幸福美好
我们的拥抱 给予彼此依靠
我们拥有 共同心跳
我们的爱情 被爱神照料
将来会开出 爱的... 花苗...
词：汉群
曲：Colbie Caillat & Jason Reeves
这个世界纷纷扰扰
有时还真觉得有点吵
不管外界怎么打扰
有你在我身边就好
我爱的拥抱 充满温暖可靠
我在你身边 给你依靠
用我的体温 消除你的疲劳
用我的真诚 永远对你好
有时候我心情很糟
对你吐苦水还有牢骚
你的内心露出微笑
对我说明天会更好
你爱的拥抱 让我被爱围绕
你在我身边 感觉真好
听你的声音 消除我的疲劳
听你说爱我 感觉真妙
我该说什么呢?
一辈子就让我
爱着你...
我们的拥抱 给予彼此依靠
我们拥有 共同心跳
我们的爱情 被爱神照料
将来会开出 爱的花苗
我们在一起不争吵
我们将会白头到老
我们跨越所有阻挠
往后日子幸福美好
我们的拥抱 给予彼此依靠
我们拥有 共同心跳
我们的爱情 被爱神照料
将来会开出 爱的... 花苗...
Just listen to Colbie Caillat's new song Bubbly and thought of this chinese lyrics... well perhaps i din write a good piece, but its just a feeling that i would like to express over this beautiful music haha... how i wish i can be the guy in my lyrics haha... just wanted to fall in love LOL... the music in my blog now is this particular song... so perhaps u guys can listen and read the original lyrics, which is far much better than mine...
You're my everything =D
Tuesday, October 09, 2007 10:37:00 PM
Happy and enlightened...
Well i shall kick off my entry with happy stuffs 1st hahah... yesterday was such a great day for me haha... i actually asked Dr Serena whether can i take blood from the animals and she said it depends on opportunities... at that moment i was somehow abit disappointed cuz i hope i can learn as much as possible during the period of stay in the zoo, but i understand their difficulties because they nid to teach the new vets and university vet students... so i just wait for opportunity lor... guess what? the next moment Dr Serena asked me to take blood from the silver leaf langur... and i was like "OMG!" haha... its really a golden opportunity sia... and i am really excited haha... dr serena and feza said they want alot of blood haha... stress sia lol... but i poked the needle in and get the blood straight at 1st shot... i am so proud of myself la lol... though its like small thing onli but i realli feels super happy and contented haha...
and i learned alot of things about haematology yesterday haha... i must noe how to read the blood smear slides in future!
As for today, i dragged my tired body to work as usual haha... and something in the morning wakes me up with loads of joy for the whole day haha... dr anwar give me something from malaysia when he came back from there... he give it to me once he saw me haha... and it takes his life and head to take it sia hahaha... something edible... u guy can figure it out haha... i was like so shocked cuz i just randomly say singapore cannot eat this type of thing and i feel like eating it haha... he is just super nice la... and thoughtful oso haha... small things like this makes me happy haha...
Okie results obtained so far for something and this is inspired by a conversation just now haha...
Tolerance: Z
Effort: Z
Satisfaction for others: F (after taking so many subpapers)
Happiness for others: F (after taking so many subpapers)
GPA: 2
Remarks: Neutral GPA which confused you in getting further or backing out. Perhaps you need the enlightenment light from the heaven that shines brightly and resolve everything. Not proceeding to next semester unless all modules get Z.
I think i have already finished alot of major project over this and got loads of distinction already... results negative though, but the flow of the project is according to plan... well evil as i might sound, but i believe no point hiding this...
Lets see how thing goes...
You're my everything =D
Friday, October 05, 2007 10:33:00 PM
Cheetah cheetah lol...
I am not so camwhoring la... okie la i am but today wanna take these pics but dont dare to... and guess who initiated it? Dr Oh lolll... once we had done all the necessary examinations of the cheetah, he quickly take out his expensive camera and take with it haha... still go find and take out stethoscope to gek gek listen to the heartbeat LOL... super cute la him... then after that ask me whether i got bring camera anot... and urge me to take pics oso lolll... so i took lor wahaha... thanks sarah for always being my cameragirl lolll...
I also gek gek listen to the heartbeat wahaha...
Had meatball spagghetti just now... i cook one lor wahaha... super nice...
Yum Yum haha...
Okie mahjong in a little while more haha... so excited...
You're my everything =D
Thursday, October 04, 2007 11:38:00 PM
Will things get better and better and better... or i am plain dreaming?
Well actually din intend to blog today cuz i actually worked until 730pm and reached home at 9pm... so i am already half dead haha... was thinking about something the whole day while i was working, and its already been in my brain for one week i have been thinking about this problem...
Feels troubled once again... and thats because i can sense that dad's condition is getting worst or he might have another stroke again perhaps... whats makes me so depress is that he himself dont have the will to get better i think... maybe he tried... but i doubt so... mum is so tired and pissed at times when taking care of him... so am i... i guess thats plain human nature... but we are trying our best, and it seems like things just dont turn out well as it is supposed to be... i always had this intuition and its just so accurate... everytime i feel happy and enjoying life with my family, and especially things going smoothly, bad things will happen and hinder our way... same old thing, everytime... cant we deserve a chance to stay happily ever after? i doubt so...
Months coming to a dead end... i am already damn thrifty and minimised my spendings... food in zoo is free and i am saving everyday... only thing i buy to pamper myself for my hardwork is green apple green tea... and the most i spent is on my dog.. her shampoo and herbal medicine... its all the necessities, but now i got to find a way to earn and so i can pay for these necessities... i guess i need to take up tuition, if i am able to find one, to help pay for all these... without the allowance in zoo, and i am not working part time anymore, it is so much taxing on the money we are having... and its like coming to a dead end... i am stressed over this as usual...
I decided to stay at home during my off days whenever possible... actually i just dont feel like going out... no.1 reason is being tired, and no.2 reason is that its just too taxing to my purse... so if i ever reject my frens from asking me out, i think thats the 2 main reasons... hopefully they will understand... its not the commitment that i am not giving, its just the situition i am facing...
Exceptional case is this coming saturday... and perhaps nix week...
Alritez... since i am bloggin today on my emotion, i shall post 2 pics that will gross some people off, especially shahirah, mathilda and kerensa haha...
You're my everything =D
Tuesday, October 02, 2007 8:10:00 PM
I am back haha...
Okie i am finally back with a new post in my blog... too tired to blog le recently... of cuz laziness plays a major role lol... i got so much to share but i guess its abit difficult to write everything here, so i decided to post some pics haha...
The giant anteater..
Dr Anwar and i were like betting who the giant anteater prefer cuz when both of us were together, it kept following us... so we decided to split our way and here's the result who it likes haha...
Komodo dragon whitespot soaking...
Preparing to do hydrotherapy for it...
Enjoying the sun...
I look forward when we go back to our school for the 1st campus discussion, then i can share with my frens what i did there... meanwhile i just nid to get my proposal done well... i already had my proposal done and given to them, but i guess there are still alot more changes eg language and formats...
My project is already kicked off and i hope nothing big will happen haha... everything pls go on smoothly can le haha...
Yesterday Dr Oh taught us how to use blowpipe and gun to shoot the dart... its super fun haha... here are some pics as well...
That's our target for shooting...
Ready, shoot!
Hunching post lol...
Extented blowpipe...
Loading the gun...
1,2, aim and shoot...
You're my everything =D