Monokuro Boo

Optimism keeps my life going...

Haha i thank ti gong for giving me such an optimistic mind haha... no matter how miserable my life is, i am still able to smile:)

Well, i noe and i can sense that my frens are annoyed when i keep on saying things that happened in my workplace, so in future i shall not say so much, or rather dont say anymore haha... i believe they will also think i am whining in my blog again haha...

Well, there are alot of happy things that happened to me recently... things like going out with my frens, go vet's house to watch dvd etc makes my life happy... receiving nonsense email from anwar is the funniest thing lolll...

But i always have this burden... family problems... i am so tired over this... it makes my life so down... well i am thankful that i have this blog, so that i can talk to myself and not troubling my frens haha...

Dad is getting worst everyday... if he dont wanna save himself, who is able to? mum is suffering from so much of stress, how can i help her? there are so many things in my mind... i really wanna help, but i just cant succeed everytime i tried... being an unfilial son is so easy... i've ever thought of that before... i am trying out all the possibilities, but all dont work... if my dad is so persistant in dying early by smoking non stop, i cant help it as well... if he dont wanna help himself, who can? i will just hack care i guess.. in the end the person suffering is not only him, is mum and me...

Talking about all this can make me cry, but i will just put up my strong side in front of everyone for sure haha... i wont give black face haha... smile and crack silly jokes is still me:) meanwhile, i am downloading 40 yr old virgin, hopefully i can get a good laugh and put my worries aside for the very moment...

I will stay happy always.. i will... i will talk to myself more often in future haha... so that i wont trouble my frens by whining to them hahahaha...

You're my everything =D

Fruitful week...

Everyday in zoo is a happy day for me haha... crapping around as usual lol... but i get to learn more stuffs each day and i am super happy when they put trust on me and allow me to carry out duties on my own... i am sort of writing a reflection in my blog this week whaha... well its going to be a lengthy post though...

Monday i learnt how to do intramuscular injection for giant flying squirrel haha... i think sure have alot of people laughing at me as in i dont noe how to do im injection haha... flying squirrel is filled with skin n bones haha... so Dr Serena taught me where is the muscle for me to inject haha... its easy haha... dr Lita taught me how to draw blood from it... i am so proud of myself to get it at 1st shot haha... if you guys could see my face rite now, its filled with grins LOL...

Saturday there was an orthopaedic surgery for the himalayan tahr named bobby haha.. that surgery realli let me learn loads of stuffs sia... and it let me 大开眼界! how he fixed the fractured bone back and using those metal plates and drill etc... the whole process was super power sia haha... the surgeon is call dr su... he has his own clinic outside, so zoo asked him in to do the surgery cuz he is specialised in this field... dr serena told me the difference between zoo vets and clinic vets in using the suture material is that the clinic vets wont waste the suture materials and will use it up to the last bit... and thats true! dr su used the last bit of the suture in suturing the big wound of the himalayan tahr... and he used one pack only lor!

Dr Su is really a very skillful surgeon... see how he perform the surgery... swift, skilled, neat, professional etc are all the words that i can describe him... and he still can joke while doing it haha (we were all talking about kambing soup when doing the bone surgery cuz we saw the bone marrow of the tahr haha)... most shocking thing is he is in his polo shirt with berms n a pair of crocs sandles... putting over a surgeon top gown over his polo tee onli... wow~

Last night i went to JB... johor haha... with dr anwar... i went to his house cuz his house is holding some invitation.. sort of housewarming la haha... it was fun... and his mum's cooking is great haha... there is alot of people whom i met thought i was a malaysian in singapore... and now, when i go to his house, people are astonished when they get to noe i am a singaporean... haha... its so obvious that even malaysian thought that i am a malaysian wahaha... thats cute LOL... i enjoyed myself there... though quite stressed as all his family members are like prominent figures... his elder brother is an orthopaedic surgeon... and he is a vet... but its still fun there haha...

Its being so long since i went to JB... and its my 2nd time to go overseas alone haha... last time went to indonesia, then now malaysia... and its super easy and fast to go from singapore to JB... it takes me around 2hours from zoo to there... and it takes me around 2 hours to return to sengkang from malaysia... whats astonishing is the whole trip i can use my concession since its singapore bus... wow~ haha...

I am so proud of myself when i come back alone haha... its a small thing but its important to me haha... but i nearly got banged by the car while crossing the road... the car speeded and horn at me, and i have to run... its so close sia... i nearly depart from the world haha... thanks buddha...

When i am waiting for 950, i saw an old lady there sitting... i just offered my help in some small ways and that old lady started talking about how she had a tiff with her husband and she go to JB etc... she keeps on repeating what she is saying, and all i can do is to help her find her way home cuz apparantly she cant remember well... i bring her back from JB (for a person who is 1st time going back from JB to singapore) to woodlands and help her find the exact bus to go back to her house... din manage to send her back to her exact home though cuz i need to rush for my last bus... but i did what i can do le haha... proud of myself again... wahaha...

Today i did blood drawing from the sentinel chicken (1 male 1 female)... i managed to draw the blood from the wing vein at the 1st time... no haematoma caused... so proud of myself LOL... and anwar taught me how to euthanise the chicken... so i injected pentobarbital into the brain (its called something-occipital space, i shall check it out)... and after injecting, i have to 'mash' the brain by swirling my needle inside the brain in circular motion...

Anwar also taught me post mortem of the chicken... so he do on the hen and i do on the cock... now i know how to do the post mortem of the chicken already... what comes to my surprise is that the cock is not dead yet when i am doing post mortem for it... its heart is still beating for a while then stop (at that time i already opened the body)...

The euthanasia and post mortem is really a valuable learning process! thanks so much to anwar, my shifu there haha... and also i have to thank the hen and the cock cuz they sacrificed for my learning... i chanted for you two.. they are really the 苦命鸳鸯... may you 2 in the next life become human again...

Gotta bug on my project le... jia you hanqun!

You're my everything =D