Monokuro Boo

Monday, December 10, 2007 10:00:00 PM

Optimism gone, my life will be gone...

This might be my last post... I just dont know when i will commit suicide, perhaps soon... Thanks to everything i had before...

Baby I love you...

You're my everything =D

Sunday, December 09, 2007 11:23:00 PM

Fiery and on the verge of bursting into tears...

For this very moment, i seriously dont know what to say... what can i do to salvage the situition i am in? i seriously has no idea about it... i am trying hard, really really very hard, but i guess no significant improvement shown...

I am still as smiley as ever... but deep in the bottom of my heart i am bleeding badly... i feel like crying, but i am putting a strong face in front of them, my dad and my mum...

I guess later in the midnight is the best moment to burst into tears... baby i need ur consolation... thanks...

Holding on to my tears right now~

You're my everything =D

Monday, December 03, 2007 9:09:00 PM

I am trying my best...

I have been having loads of fun recently haha... friday went to george's cafe to celebrate Joann's birdday... met the long lost people.. wei! lolll... so happy to see them... crappy as usual lol... so fun... and thanks alot to my colleague marie, she sent me there haha... heng she lived nearby there, so she is able to send me... thanks so much! I managed to save transport fee to there from zoo, but i missed my bus 87 at night... saddening la lolll... nvm, cab ride was nice too haha...

Workplace is still as fun as usual... learning loads of stuffs everyday... finally get to draw blood from a snake haha... it was definitely tricky haha... but i got dr sonja to teach, so i dont worry haha...

Went swimming today... and the sun is bright.. have a little tanning session but doesnt make a big difference though haha... bought a book, Marley & Me... i have been wanting to read this book for a long time... even wanted to buy when i saw it that time, but luckily, popular have a 20% discount on it now, so i got the book straight away haha... its time to cultivate a reading habit... my english has been a laughing stock for others, so its time to improve it...

Baby lee... i am trying my best to save u from misery ya! we will work hard together oki... and i will work hard to save as much money as possible for ur medication fees and my studies fees haha... gotta be very very thrifty...

You're my everything =D