Monokuro Boo

Last few bits to go~

Well i just finished my attachment last sunday... and its great to know that i am able to go back and work as a veterinary nurse haha... thats cool lol... pay wise is unknown for the moment, but i just need the experience, which is the upmost important thing that money cant buy:)

Last thursday they celebrated for me... and also some of the staffs that are leaving as well... we went to a restaurant called MARGARITA on Dempsey Road, near botanic garden.. the restaurant serves mexican food, which is the 1st time i am trying haha.. but i dont know which one is nice and all the names are so hard to pronounce, so i just order the one that has the easiest pronounciation lolll... kitchen sink burrito... and it taste great!!! haha... kind of lucky sia haha...

Its super fun when all of us get together and there were load of craps and fun the whole night... i really enjoyed it... lucia was trying to corrupt me with the magarita they she ordered for me.. strawberry magarita.. it just born naturally within my genes that i dont like drinking haha.. but i had a few sips and it still taste bad for me haha.. and of cuz due to my empty stomach, my face turns red pretty fast haha...

We also talked about loads of crappy issues lolll... dr oh was there to crap as well haha... its so fun! and thanks to him cuz he actually sent me back home.. haha.. pai seh sia...

The whole dinner cost near to 700 bucks... they treated me so i dont have to pay, but its kind of pai seh sia... thankew everyone!!!

Only one thing i am sad, or rather the whole vet dept was upset over... and that is WE DIN BRING CAMERA!!! sianzzz... but i still use my hp to take some low quality pics.. shall post it nix time but well, its not clear anyway haha...

Friday i went to geylang with dr anwar lolll... we went to lor 9 to have beef hor fun and frog leg porridge... its sooooooooo nice!!! haha... and its the 1st time anwar is eating frog leg... took 2 pics of him using my brother camera... shall upload nix time lolll...

New year is coming and i finished my shopping last last saturday... bought 3 bermudas and 4 t shirts... bought some accessories as well... but yesterday i went out to shop with gor haha... sitting on his scooter is soooooo fun and the feeling is simply sooo great lol... but my groin feels abit pain today LOL:D

Anywae we bought 2 havannas slippers, so we can share it since both of our leg share the same size haha... and he bought me a G Shock watch that cost $157 after discount... and its my favourite colour green lol... he himself bought a fred perry polo, which is super ex lol... when he asked me whether i want anything from fred perry, i just say no immediately loll... pai seh to ask him buy sia... so ex... and i not into branded stuffs as well LOL...

Today is my BIG DAY cuz i am presenting my project to zoology and vet department... its so stress haha... but i just try to remain cool lor... but its great to know that they like my presentation and dr serena was saying that they are impressed by my presentation... i am very happy to know that haha... they said that i am confident, calm and cool, but i dont think so sia haha... and my english sucks bad as usual LOL... the zoology director biswajit still ask me whether i want to present to the whole zoo lol.. i just quickly say no cuz its too much for me haha... i will just hand in my report to them haha... but really thanks alot to their recognition...

Alrights... i nid to start on alot of stuffs before its too late lol... jia you then...

You're my everything =D

What my future gonna be?

Its been one month since i last blogged haha... the 1st post of year 2008... loads of things to update on my blog haha... however i will try not to write grandmother stories, which i like actually hahaha..

1st thing to say is to those people who cared for me... thanks alot for ya concerns and care... i am fine cuz i am back to blog haha... well i will still continue to stay strong in front of everyone haha..

I got 3 new family members... my gerbils from zoo fragile forest haha... thanks to them for giving me that lol... ginger, genie and oreo... and not forgetting my baby lee wahaha... i am glad to have them around haha... thanks alot for ya accompany...

Oh ya... last wed i went to check my body for NS... and i still dont understand why i get pes A... am i really that healthy? i dont know...

2 weeks before the finishing of sip... i cant bear to leave that place... but i guess i can extend my stay there haha... cuz dr serena asked me on tuesday when i passed her the appraisal form... the employer type of questions haha...

'"What you would like to do before your army?" She asked
"Continue to work here?", I said.
"Well we would like to let you work here definitely. Other section like show section has part timers, i dont see why we cant employ too. We cant be asking you to continue volunteering here, i think your parents will definitely kill me haha." She said.
"I will check with HR and update you again." She added.

I laughed cuz i am too happy to know that haha... There was once when i and feza was arranging our off day and she came and check out what we were doing, and i actually dropped a question by asking her whether i can extend or not, and she smile and say yes. i am so happy to know that haha... and when tapir keeper nanda said he is going to send fecal sample, she told him can send it to me -- the poo boy lolll... then she added "too bad you are leaving, but you are coming back right?" I am really very happy when she said all this to me... well maybe people who actually read my blog will think i am boasting or what, but i just wanted to write down anything happy that happened in my life, so in future at least i can review it again haha...

I am very happy everyday haha... a great contrast when last month i said i am going to die right? i guess definitely there will be people thinking that i am trying to gain attention by saying those stuffs... but i doubt nobody will know how i feel when i write the post... i am still trying to be happy everyday, and definitely in front of everyone... at least i can always show my happiness and not my sadness... keeping these sadness to myself might be the best option...

And now i am pondering what my future will be? i just dont see any light ahead... it seems so dim and even dark... i wanna be a vet, will i succeed? i really dont know... i hope i can be... i hope...

A new year ahead, but i am still stuck behind over this... I just want to find my true love... but i doubt i can haha... 19 years and its still like this, i am still trying to get over it... and just one more month before i reach 20, i guess there wont be any changes to it as well... maybe staying single for my whole life is what's meant to be predestined for my life...

My mind is all filled with you haha... sounds mushy huh... but i just trying to erase you from my mind... i just trying hard to get over you... but i think it will really take time... and now i am still thinking about you...

I love you, my wishful thinking...

You're my everything =D