Praying hard...
Had my interview today at Ministry of Education for the NTU-NIE program haha.. I doubt I will be selected cuz i am too normal for their expected answer I guess... maybe even abit politically correct haha... nevertheless, i tried my best and i haf no regrets haha... but i know i wont pass the interview definitely haha... there are alot of far much better interviewees there... those can communicate well with the interviewers and u can hear laughters from the interview room lol...
Praying hard that i will get in~ lolll...
Oh well i am going to start a parasites program and maybe even a blog lol... will try to take as many pictures of parasites as possible haha... this is something i hope i can do for zoo before i leave lol...
Argh still pondering when i will noe the rejections lol... maybe soon ba... we will see how... really hope i can post things like I GOT IT!!!, or I PASSED hahaha... everybody pls pray hard for me oso okie LOL...
Last nite i went to serangoon garden to meet gor... nid to borrow shirt and belt from him for today's interview haha... then saw uncle john, helen and ah pin gor gor... super funny
Had my 3C from Happy Daze haha.. but i din realise that i will be going into the pub and stay with gor they all... i just though that i will take my stuffs and leave, thats y i went to buy 3C haha... but well, i just bring that 3C into that pub...
They have a pool competition, but gor and uncle john lost in the semi final... all i can say is that they are just pure unlucky! but gor is really good man haha.. need to learn from him liao haha..
Its oso super funny to see them drunk haha.. esp ah pin gor gor haha.. damn funny pls... luckily i bought bread and ate before i come, if not i will have a bad hang over after i drink the coke + whiskey (gor gave)...
Had fun last night and 1st time go out with gor to this type of places man haha... but i dont like to hang out in this type of place... interest is still staying at home... typical 宅男...
Okie meanwhile i needa work hard for my parasites project haha... Good Luck to me then:)
You're my everything =D
Effort & recognitions not equal to result...
Result's out... and everybody got theirs... i got mine after treating butterfinger... but i was so demoralised and upset (and all the words describing sadness) after seeing the message... everyone in the vet dept consoled me and so on... thanks to their consolation... but deep inside my heart, i just feel so heartbroken and depressed... I din meant to show any black face... so sorry if anyone sees that, esp anwar.. pai seh bro! i tried to joke and smile already... din mean to show a blank and expressionless face while doing the post mortem for the indian wolf... I held on to my tears after i received it... just dont feel like its a good thing to cry in front of everyone... especially almost all the dept ppl are there to see me getting my results...Yupz... result is just an alphabet... what i am upset is not the drop in gpa or anything, but is the effort i put in so much and thats what i yielded... isnt it depressing? effort and recognition is not equilvalent to the results i got back... and one more thing i am trying to figure out is the mistakes i made in my project... what went wrong? i wanto improve in future, or rather, do i have a future to improve on? i dont know...This is really the 1st time i cared so much for my results... mainly due to the fact that its an effort that i put in... just finished crying and i dont feel much better after that... sorry for showing attitude to ppl who talked to me in msn... i just dont feel like talking to anyone right now... I am just a useless bum... but i wont show my sadness to anyone in my workplace... this is at least what i am trying my best to do... since i am useless in practically everything... no theory and practical knowledge... For the next 3 days i am enjoying my off days... planned to ask my frens out initially, but i guess no point as well... since everyone is busy with their work also, maybe its just not a good idea to disturb ppl... i will try to use the next 3 days to recuperate then... which i dont think i can... going to lock myself in the bedroom...Feeling so useless and helpless right now...
You're my everything =D
Time goes by... Tickling and Tickling...
Super scare haha... getting results soon and i just feel so worried... assurance were given by Dr Oh and Dr Serena and all... but i still dont have confidence.. i really hope i can get a B+, at least for my effort haha... overall i find my project a good one, but wonder how the marker feels... 2 or 3 more days to the final verdict haha... just feel so scared...
You're my everything =D
