Tomorrow Tomorrow Tomorrow...
Yeapz... i am going back tml haha... as what previous post had said, i am freaking worried that i will ooc.. this is indeed a heart burning issue for me... verdict will be out soon, as fast as tomorrow... we shall see how then...And yes, wondering whether the MO will give me ATT C again... please dont... i want to go back, for good!Good luck to me...
You're my everything =D
A sudden surge of emotions...
Went out with my friend in mp spec course for dim sum buffet... feels so good when i see them... its been so long since i last sit down and talk cock with them... well i hope nothing happens to them... praying hard haha...We had dim sum buffet... and yes it was the same one that me and jinshun etc went during that time after our bpharm exam (last paper)... wow which is like going to 2years? time flies... dim sum was great! i love it haha... but what's more important is meeting the gang haha... they are the few that i always hang out with in camp... i never actually talk to them for like 2wks at least... at most we talk through phone and smses haha...Went for lan game afterwards... oh ya... that was my 1st time entering lan gaming shop and play... well it sounds like i am damn behind time, but yes, i do feel younger just now.. like maybe 2-3 years old? oops i start to feel old... goodness haha! age is catching up though i am only 21...Why do i say there is a sudden surge of emotions? mmm... well seeing my buddies in army makes me feel happy... but the latest update so far about my situation is that my superior had just left and here comes a new one... the previous superior said that he will try his best to allow me to stay in course... but well the new one has a different perspective... i am freaking worried that i will get kicked out because of my H1N1 status... since i already MC-ed for 2weeks... out of the 13 wks course... my mind is filled with this issue... maybe that's my last time seeing them as plt mates and when i go back eventually on mon (if the medical officer allows) and there comes the verdict - HanQun you are officially OOC-ed wef today... maybe i am thinking too much... but its difficult not to think if anyone of you were in my shoes... well i just feel that if i really get ooc-ed, i might as well stay as a corporal forever (since i am still drawing corporal pay still)... we shall see how ba haha... trying to stay optimistic is the best way to get out from this pessimistic thoughts... trying, literally...Oh ya... as i said.. time flies... though i am 21, but it makes me feel like a 30 yr old man... 11 more months i am going to step into the society... cant get into any local uni, so gotta study private... no money to study overseas also... am starting to get worried that i cant get a job i love... i just hope that i can go back to zoo and work.... just hope that they will continue to employ me... i have plans... but there's a chinese saying -计划赶不及变化... just hope that i can come out with a more perfect and constructive plans with alternatives before i ord... its good to get prepared anyway...Have been thinking why i never study harder last time during poly... ended up with results that is 比上不足比下有余... well if vivien is reading my blog, please study HARD in poly... i mean it... it doesnt guarantee you a place in local govt uni, so please study hard so that you wont have regrets like me okie!Alrights... shall end here... its late.. i am going back on monday 11am... we shall see whats the verdict has to say then haha... am praying hard and hope everything will be fine...
You're my everything =D
Looking forward to tomorrow...
Am going back tomorrow after another extension in ATT C haha... hopefully MO will allow me to join back... really misses them haha... especially my SCB lol... people might be wondering what is SCB... in mp we use alot of acronyms.. SCB means... SUCK COCK BUDDY MUAHAHA! well it can be read as standard chartered bank though loll...Feel rather worried because i lost touch with the syllabus and it will be difficult to catch every bit back... MLM is coming so i think i needa put in the extra effort to know what's going on... before myself being badly hit back by surprises haha... jia you to myself...I am making a comeback! after a 8days ATT C lolll... And yes, baby lee... stop giving me that innocent look when u wanna get food from me okie! its too cute!
You're my everything =D